Mental illness -- Fiction; Russia -- Fiction; Russian fiction -- Translations into English; Teachers -- Fiction
"Broken windows mean long life," said Prepolovenskaya with a restrained
smile.
When Peredonov and Varvara were going to bed that night, it seemed to
him that Varvara had something evil in her mind; he took from her the
knives and forks and hid them under the mattress. He mumbled in a slow,
dull way:
"I know you: as soon as you marry me you'll inform against me in order
to get rid of me. You'll get a pension and I'll be in Petropavlosk jail
working on the treadmill."
That night Peredonov's mind wandered. Dim, terrible figures walked
about noiselessly, kings and knaves, swinging their sceptres. They
whispered to each other, tried to hide from Peredonov, and stealthily
crept towards him under the pillow. But soon they grew bolder and
began to walk and run and stir around Peredonov everywhere, upon the
floor, upon the bed, upon the pillows. They whispered, they mocked at
Peredonov, thrust out their tongues at him, made terrible grimaces
before him, stretching out their mouths into deformed shapes. Peredonov
saw that they were little and mischievous, that they would not kill
him, but were only deriding him, and foreboding evil. But he felt a
terrible fear--now he muttered exorcisms, fragments of spells he had
heard in his childhood, now he began to curse them and to drive them
from him, waving his arms and shouting in a hoarse voice.
Varvara woke and called out irately:
"What are you making such a row about, Ardalyon Borisitch? You won't
let me sleep."
"The queen of spades is annoying me. She's got a quilted capote on,"
mumbled Peredonov.
Varvara rose, grumbling and cursing, and gave Peredonov some medicine.
* * * * *
In the local district newspaper a short article appeared recounting how
a certain Madame K. whipped schoolboys who lived in her house--sons of
the best local gentry. The notary, Goudayevsky, carried this news over
the whole town and waxed indignant.
And various other absurd rumours about the local _gymnasia_ went
through the town: they talked about the girl who was dressed up as a
schoolboy, later the name of Pilnikov came gradually to be mentioned
with Liudmilla's. Sasha's companions began to tease him about his love
for Liudmilla. At first he regarded their jests lightly, but later he
would sometimes get indignant and defend Liudmilla, trying to convince
them that nothing of the sort had happened.
This made him ashamed to go to Liudmilla, and yet it drew him more
strongly to her: confused, burning feelings of shame and attraction
agitated him and vaguely passionate visions filled his imagination.
CHAPTER XXI
On Sunday when Peredonov and Varvara were lunching, someone entered the
hall. Varvara went up to the door stealthily, as was her habit, and
looked out. With the same stealthiness she returned to the table and
whispered:
"The postman. We'd better give him a vodka--he's brought another
letter."
Peredonov silently nodded,--he didn't grudge anyone a glass of vodka.
Varvara shouted:
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