Mental illness -- Fiction; Russia -- Fiction; Russian fiction -- Translations into English; Teachers -- Fiction
"The postman brought it when I was there!" exclaimed Peredonov. "I
unsealed the letter myself. That means that there's no mistake."
His friends looked at him with respect. A letter from a Princess!
Peredonov went impetuously from the Summer-garden to Vershina's. He
walked quickly and evenly, swinging his arms measuredly and mumbling
to himself; his face had no apparent expression of any kind--it was
motionless like that of a wound-up doll--and a sort of avid fire
gleamed dully in his eyes.
* * * * *
The day turned out clear and warm. Marta was knitting a sock. Her
thoughts were confused and devout. At first she thought about sins, but
later she turned her thoughts to something more pleasant and began to
reflect about virtues. Her thoughts became over-clouded with drowsiness
and assumed the forms of definite images, and proportionately at their
comprehensibility ceased to be expressible in words, their chimerical
contours increased in clearness. The virtues stood up before her like
big pretty dolls in white dresses, all shining and fragrant. They
promised her rewards, and keys jingled in their hands, and bridal veils
fluttered on their heads.
One among them was curious and different from the others. She promised
nothing but looked reproachfully, and her lips moved with a noiseless
threat; it seemed that if she spoke a word one would feel terrible.
Marta guessed that this was Conscience. She was in black, this strange
painful visitor, with black eyes, and black hair--and she suddenly
began to talk about something very quickly and glibly. She began to
resemble Vershina. Marta started, answered something to her question,
answered almost unconsciously and then drowsiness again overcame her.
Whether it was Conscience, or whether it was Vershina sitting opposite
her, talking quickly and glibly but incomprehensibly, smoking something
exotic, this person was assertive, quiet and determined that everything
should be as she wanted it. Marta tried to look this tedious visitor
straight in the eyes but somehow she couldn't--the visitor smiled
strangely, grumbled, and her eyes wandered off somewhere and rested on
distant, unknown objects, which Marta found fearful to look at....
Loud talk awakened Marta. Peredonov stood in the summer-house and
greeted Vershina in a loud voice. Marta looked around in fear. Her
heart beat, her eyes were still half-shut, and her thoughts were still
wandering, where was Conscience? Or had she not been there at all? And
ought she to have been there?
"Ah, you've been snoozing there," said Peredonov to her. "You were
snoring in all sorts of ways. Now you're a pine."[3]
Marta did not understand his pun, but smiled, guessing from the smile
on Vershina's lips that something had been said which had to be
accepted as amusing.
"You ought to be called Sofya," continued Peredonov.
"Why?" asked Marta.
"Because you're Sonya[4] and not Marta."
Peredonov sat down on the bench beside Marta and said:
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