Mental illness -- Fiction; Russia -- Fiction; Russian fiction -- Translations into English; Teachers -- Fiction
He kept devising new plans of defence against his enemies. He stole
the axe from the kitchen and hid it under the bed. He bought a Swedish
knife and always carried it about in his pocket. He frequently locked
himself in his room. At night he put traps around the house and in the
rooms and later he would examine them. These traps were, of course, so
constructed that they could not catch anyone. They gripped but could
not hold anyone, and it was easy to walk away with them. But Peredonov
had no technical knowledge and no common sense. When he saw each
morning that no one was caught Peredonov imagined that his enemies had
tampered with the traps. This again frightened him.
Peredonov watched Volodin with special attention. He frequently went
to Volodin when he knew that Volodin would not be at home and rummaged
among the papers to see if there were any stolen from himself.
* * * * *
Peredonov began to suspect what the Princess wanted--it was that he
should love her again. She was repugnant to him, a decrepit old woman.
"She's a hundred and fifty years old," he thought with vexation. "Yes,
she's old, but then how powerful she is!" And his repulsion became
mingled with an allurement. "She's an almost cold little old woman, she
smells slightly of a corpse," he imagined, and he felt faint with a
savage voluptuousness.
"Perhaps it would be possible to arrange a meeting, and her heart would
be touched. Oughtn't I to send her a letter?"
This time Peredonov, with slight hesitation, composed a letter to the
Princess. He wrote:
"I love you, because you are cold and remote. Varvara perspires, it is
hot to sleep with her, it is like the breath of an oven. I would like
to have a cold and remote love. Come here and respond to me."
He wrote it and posted it--and then repented.
"What will come of it?" he thought. "Perhaps I ought not to have
written. I should have waited until the Princess came here."
This letter was an accidental occurrence, like so much that Peredonov
did--he was like a corpse moved by external powers, and moved as if
these powers had no desire to busy themselves with him for long: one
would play with him and then cast him to another.
Soon the nedotikomka reappeared--for a long time it rolled around
Peredonov as if it were on the end of a lasso, and kept mocking him.
And it was now noiseless, and laughed only with a shaking of its body.
The evil, shameless beast flared up with dimly golden sparks--it
threatened and burned with an intolerable triumph. And the cat
threatened Peredonov; its eyes gleamed and it mewed arrogantly and
fiercely.
"Why are they so glad?" thought Peredonov dejectedly, and suddenly
understood that the end was approaching, that the Princess was already
here, close, quite close. Perhaps she was in this very pack of cards.
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