Mental illness -- Fiction; Russia -- Fiction; Russian fiction -- Translations into English; Teachers -- Fiction
At the same time many denunciations of Peredonov were sent to the
Director of the School District. From the District headquarters they
sent an enquiry to the Head-Master. Khripatch referred them to his
previous reports, and added that the further presence of Peredonov in
the _gymnasia_ was a positive danger, as his mental disease was visibly
increasing.
Peredonov was now entirely governed by wild illusions. The world was
screened off from him by apparitions. His vacant, dull eyes wandered,
and were unable to rest on objects as if he wanted to look beyond them
on the other side of the objective world, and as if he sought for
chinks of light between them.
When he was alone he talked to himself and shouted senseless threats at
some unknown person:
"I will kill you! I will cut your throat! I'll caulk you up!"
Varvara listened with a smile.
"Make all the row you want," she thought malignantly.
It seemed to her that it was only his rage; he must have guessed that
they had fooled him and was angry. He wouldn't go out of his mind--a
fool has no mind to go out of. And even if he did--well, madness cheers
the stupid!
* * * * *
"Do you know, Ardalyon Borisitch," said Khripatch, "you look very
unwell?"
"I have a headache," said Peredonov morosely.
"Do you know, my friend," continued the Head-Master in a cautious
voice, "I would advise you not to come to the _gymnasia_ at present.
You ought to attend to yourself--to give a little attention to your
nerves, which are obviously a little unstrung."
"Not come to the _gymnasia!_ Of course," thought Peredonov, "that's the
best thing to do. Why didn't I think of it before! I'll look ill, and
stay at home and see what will come of it."
"Yes, yes, I'd better not come. I am rather unwell," he said eagerly to
Khripatch.
At the same time Khripatch wrote again to the Head Office of the
District and awaited from day to day the appointment of the physicians
for an examination of Peredonov. But the officials were very leisurely.
That was because they were officials.
Peredonov did not go to the _gymnasia_ and awaited something. During
the last few days he had clung more and more to Volodin. Directly he
opened his eyes in the morning Peredonov thought gloomily of Volodin:
where was he now? Was he up to something? Sometimes he had visions of
Volodin: clouds floated in the sky like a flock of sheep, and Volodin
ran among them, bleating with laughter, with a bowler hat on his head;
sometimes he floated by in the smoke issuing from the chimneys, making
monstrous grimaces and leaping in the air.
Volodin thought and told everyone with pride that Peredonov had
recently taken a great fancy to him--that Peredonov simply could not
live without him.
"Varvara has fooled him," explained Volodin, "and he sees that I alone
am his faithful friend--that's why he sticks to me."
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