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And immediately she took up the song at the very place she had left
off. Larissa said amiably:
"Let her sing."
"It's raining hard on me,
There's no roof for a girl like me--"
bawled Darya, imitating the sounds and drawing out the syllables as the
simple folk-singers do to make a song more pathetic. For example, it
sounded like this:
"O-o-oh; it's a-rai-ai-ning ha-a-a-rd on me-e-e!"
Particularly unpleasant were the sounds stretched out where the accents
did not fall. It produced a superlative impression: it would have
brought a mortal depression on a new listener. A sadness resounding
through our native fields and villages, a sadness consuming with
a hideous flame the living word, debasing a once living song with
senseless howling....
Suddenly Darya sprang up, put her hand on her hips and began to shout
out a gay song,[3] dancing and snapping her fingers:
"Go away, young fellow, go away--
I am a robber's daughter
A fig for your good looks--
I'll stick a knife in your belly.
I'll not have a muzhik.
I'm going to love a bossiak."[4]
Darya danced and sang, and her eyes seemed as motionless as the dead
moon in its orbit. Liudmilla laughed loudly--and her heart now felt
faint, now felt oppressed, from gay joyousness or from the cherry-sweet
cherry brandy. Valeria laughed quietly with glass-sounding laughter,
and looked enviously at her sisters; she wished she were as cheerful as
they, but somehow she felt anything but cheerful--she thought that she
was the last, the youngest, "the left-over"; hence her frailty and her
unhappiness. And though she was laughing she was almost on the point of
bursting into tears.
Larissa looked at her, and winked--and Valeria suddenly grew more
cheerful. Larissa rose, and moved her shoulders--presently, in a single
instant, all four sisters were whirling round madly, as in a mystic
dance, and, following Darya's lead, were shouting new _chastushki,_ one
more gay and absurd than the other. The sisters were young, handsome,
and their voices sounded loud and wild--the witches on the Bald hill
might have envied this mad whirl.
All night Liudmilla dreamt such sultry African dreams!
Now she dreamt that she was lying in a smotheringly hot room, and her
bedcover slipping from her left her hot body naked--and then a scaly,
ringed serpent crept into the room, and climbing up a tree coiled
itself round the branches of its naked, handsome limbs....
Then she dreamt of a hot summer evening by a lake under threatening,
cumbrously-moving clouds--she was lying on its bank, naked, with a
smooth golden crown across her forehead. There was a smell of tepid
stagnant water and of grass withered by the heat--and upon the
dark, ominous, calm water floated a white, powerful swan of regal
stateliness. He beat the water noisily with his wings, and, hissing
loudly, approached her and embraced her--and it felt delicious, and
languorous and sad....
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