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“Very rarely,” monsieur de Maubert smiled. “And I do not imagine that
our hostess—of whom I speak thus openly because I see that between us
there is nothing to conceal—has ever had to fear infidelity. She is in
the fortunate position of a woman free to choose. She gives happiness
when and to whom she wishes.”
Giles sat battling with a confusion of thoughts. He had not meant to
discuss madame Vervier with anybody. It was horrible to him that he and
monsieur de Maubert should thus be discussing her. But without implying
her present it was impossible to discuss Alix’s future. “I don’t call it
fortunate,” he said. “I don’t call it happiness.”
“You do not call it happiness to love and to be loved?” monsieur de
Maubert inquired. “You have, perhaps, mystic consolations, monsieur
Giles; but to the majority of our poor humanity this will always remain
the one authentic happiness of life.”
“We have different ideas,” said Giles. “I don’t see love like that. When
you speak of her giving happiness, you mean, I suppose, that she has had
a great many lovers. That is what those women said. I think that a
tragic life, you see; and the more tragic, the more lovely the woman is
who leads it.”
“A great many?” monsieur de Maubert weighed it. “Hardly that. She is a
serious, not a frivolous woman; and beauty accompanies her always.”
“You see, we have different ideas,” Giles heavily repeated, looking down
and tugging at the wicker of his chair. “A love that can be repeated
over and over, I don’t call love.”
“_Bonté divine!_” monsieur de Maubert laughed suddenly among the vines.
“A fountain cannot throw itself into the air repeatedly and remain
itself? Spring cannot return to us again and again? It is with our
hearts as with nature; a renewal; a discovery of fresh beauty. And since
we are all different, with each new love there is the discovery of new
beauty.”
“Love to me means nothing—worse than nothing—unless it means
dedication; permanence; unity,” said Giles.
“Ah, but then it ceases to be love,” said monsieur de Maubert, “and
becomes duty, affection, the joys and cares of the _foyer_; what the
wives—if they are fortunate—may count on. A young man like you is
surely aware of the difference between love the passion, and love the
affection. We feel the latter for our wives and mothers; we feel
something very different for our mistresses.—You will agree to that, I
think.”
“I’ve never had a mistress,” said Giles.
“_Tiens!_” It was an exclamation of blended amusement, astonishment and
most courteous respect for a strange idiosyncrasy, and Giles saw
monsieur de Maubert in his dappled sunlight opening large eyes.
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