British -- France -- Fiction; French -- England -- Fiction; Love stories
“Poor darling; isn’t he foolish?” Lady Mary commented to her young
friend, and Alix, in no need of partners, said calmly that he was,
telling herself that she did not in the least mind what Jerry did. But
she did mind. Since the moment that she had seen his eyes fixed upon her
from the stairs she had minded, not because she cared for Jerry, but
because she cared, intensely, that he should care for her. Was she,
then, another Marigold? She asked herself this question fiercely, lying
awake in her firelit room, her immature young heart strained by the
sense of contest between herself and the crafty woman. Why should she
mind Jerry’s gloom? What was Jerry to her? Nothing; nothing; the answer
came to her irrefutably from the depths of her heart where anger and
pride could not penetrate to blur the truth; Jerry was nothing more than
the charming comrade, unless Marigold was there to take him from her.
Her delight in Jerry, apart from their comradeship, was only her delight
in his delight. She could not understand, she could not see what it was
she wanted nor what was this fire that burned within her, but, feeling
hot tears rising in her eyes, she remembered what the old priest had
said about the wickedness of the human heart and knew again that he was
right.
It was always a relief to get back to Rosemary. Rosemary had not a purr
in her composition, and that was a defect; but she had not a scratch
either. Even in the High School girls, whose virtues she had felt to be
so negative, she appreciated now the positive quality of straightness.
When the Easter holidays came, Alix found that there was no reason why
she should not go to Cresswell for the fancy-dress ball. Giles was to be
away for a fortnight. She would not miss him in going. There were other
reasons for accepting with a mind at ease. Marigold was safely in the
Riviera and Jerry’s letter, telling her of the fact, was very naughty,
breathing as it did an evident relief. Jerry, too, was young and his
heart, too, had been strained by the sense of pointless contest. Eager
comradeship and an assurance of peace infused every line of his pretty
dashing pages.
So Lady Mary’s car came for her and she went off, Rosemary teasing her
from the steps and declaring that they would all be on the lookout for
her picture in the “Daily Mail” dressed as the Blue Boy. Rosemary was a
dear, thought Alix, leaning out to smile and have a last glance at her.
Then came ten days at Cresswell; days that altered all her life.
She must at once tell Giles about it; that was the thought that filled
her mind as she sat with him in the study, on the April morning after
his return and hers. But there was so much to tell that she did not know
how she should begin, and what made it more difficult was that Giles was
very sad.
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