British -- France -- Fiction; French -- England -- Fiction; Love stories
He was very much older than she was, and very much older than Jerry. She
almost wished that Jerry were there with her to take counsel of Giles.
“You like him, too, Giles, do you not?” she said.
“Well, _that_ hasn’t much to do with it, has it?” Giles returned,
looking down at her with his smile. “What’s to the point is that you
do.”
“I should not care to like, very much, anyone you did not like,” said
Alix. “Jerry has faults. But we all have faults. I wish you knew him
better. Then you could judge.”
Giles was looking at her with a sort of astonishment, at once tender and
amused. “But I’m not your father, Alix,” he said.
“You are the only father I have ever known,” Alix replied, and, looking
down as she said this, she felt her eyes heavy with sudden tears.
“Well, then, dear little Alix,”—Giles must have seen the tears for he
spoke very gently,—“since I’m to take a father’s place, may I ask you
what you said to this young man,—this young man, whatever his faults,
whom I thought eligible in every way. Highly eligible and altogether
suitable.”
“I said I could not marry in England,” said Alix, and it was with
difficulty now that she restrained her tears, remembering her proud
words to Giles about an English marriage on the cliff-path last summer;
remembering Jerry, so bright and beautiful, and France, brighter and
more beautiful and with claims far deeper than any Jerry could put
forward. What meaning could life have for any Frenchwoman out of France?
Did not all one’s meaning come from her?
“And what did Jerry say to that?” Giles was inquiring.
“He said I was too young. He said he would wait. He said he could
perhaps live in France for part of the time. He did not speak very
reasonably.”
“It seems to me that he spoke very reasonably, indeed. He can wait. And
you are very young. How old is it you are now, Alix?”
“I shall be eighteen in July. Not young enough to change as much as he
expects,” said Alix. “No, he was not reasonable, for he contradicted
himself a great deal. I am afraid he did not mean what he said. I don’t
think that he means to wait. I don’t think that he really would live in
France. Afterwards, when we had talked a little more and he had felt
that I was not so young—he spoke very wildly.”
“How wildly?”
A faint flush rose in Alix’s cheeks. “He did not please me in the way he
behaved. It could not have happened like that with us.—Our way, I
think, is a better way.”
“How did he behave?” Giles, after a moment, inquired.
Alix’s flush was deepening. “He tried to embrace me. He tried to kiss
me.—As if to be embraced and kissed would decide everything.”
In Giles’s gaze, bent upon her, she was aware of a growing wonder. “It
does decide everything, sometimes, you know,” he offered her, as if, for
the moment, it was all that he could find to say.
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