British -- France -- Fiction; French -- England -- Fiction; Love stories
“We needn’t talk about any of that, you see, any more,” Giles took up
presently, having walked to the window and back again while he raged at
his helplessness. “Never forget what I said to you yesterday. That’s all
you need understand. I’ll make Mummy understand it, too. And as for you,
she only loves you the more because of your—your difficulties. What we
must talk about, you know, is Jerry. I’d really forgotten all about
him.”
“Yes, I had, too.” Alix did not raise her eyes. “What is there to say of
him?”
Giles, his hands in his pockets, gazed down at her. “He hasn’t forgotten
you.”
“I hope he soon may learn to,” said Alix.
“But, Alix, Jerry is sticking to you,” Giles protested. “Jerry is all
right. I’m very pleased about him. I thought it probable he wasn’t good
enough for you and now I find he is.”
“I am quite sure he is good enough. That is not the question,” said
Alix. She sat there, leaning slightly against her cushion, her hands
folded in her lap, and looked into the fire. “I need not think of Jerry
now. I have only one person to think about, and that is my mother. I
must go back to her at once. To-morrow, Giles.”
“But surely you’re not going to chuck Jerry!” cried Giles.
For a moment, at this, Alix raised her eyes to his, and it was as if in
their dim surprise he read a reproach; the reproach of a serious race
who saw facts as they were. There was no humility or confusion in Alix.
She would not say to him that it was she who was not good enough for
Jerry; but certain facts were there and her glance told him that he did
not help her by pretending not to see them.
“Dear Jerry,” was what she said and she then looked back at the fire. “I
am sorry if he is to be made sad. But it will not be for long. He will
get over it,” said Alix, and her voice was almost the voice of madame
Vervier and of Lady Mary. “He is so young. And he must come to see that
with objections on both sides what he hoped for is impossible.”
Giles now came and sank down on the other end of the sofa. He had not
been pretending. He saw the facts quite as clearly as Alix could ask him
to do; but what it really came to was that his race, he believed with
all his heart, saw further and more important facts than the French did.
“You know,” he said, while Alix continued to gaze at the fire, “I don’t
believe you are looking at it in the right way. You’re looking at it
as—as his mother does, as your mother would, from the point of view of
convention. Why impossible since you care for him?”
“Because it would not be happy,” said Alix, who felt, evidently, no
uncertainty. “It would have been an unsuitable marriage before, when
mine were the only objections; it is much less suitable now. Such a
marriage would make his mother very unhappy. I do not believe it could
make my mother happy either. We do not think of marriage, we French
people, as you do. What you think wrong, we think right; convention,
suitability is right for us. We are not romantic in your English way.”
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