British -- France -- Fiction; French -- England -- Fiction; Love stories
Yes, he could see himself and Alix in Oxford together and walking in
Oxfordshire and Berkshire fields and lanes. More than that. There was
another figure that Toppie had not brought into her picture; but she
would have thought of it. It was the figure that stood between Alix and
all those other dreams he had woven round her and Jerry. Who but himself
could care for Alix’s mother and accept her into his life? Madame
Vervier, he knew, would never have come to Oxford. He need not,
disconcertingly, try to see her there. But there were the long holidays
when he and Alix might have gone to her. Who but he could have kept
Alix’s mother near her? “But it’s only dear Toppie’s dream,” thought
Giles, watching the towers glide by. “And there’s Jerry.”
It was late one evening, at the end of Commemoration Week, that Jerry
burst into his rooms. Ruth and Rosemary and his mother had just left
him. Ruth and Rosemary were now old enough to join in any of the Oxford
festivities that he could offer them, and his mind was in a daze from
the mid-Summer excitement. It bubbled at the bottom of the glass like
froth after a long satisfying draught, for he knew that he had done well
in his exams and now only his viva lay before him;—so that the
wreathed, dancing heads of young girls, and the sun-browned heads of
youths on the river, glided past on a queer background of metaphysics.
He has seen Jerry dancing, and he had seen him on the river. Lady Mary
had waved to him from a barge in mild, unallusive affectionateness, and
for a moment they had spoken together in the crowd leaving the
Sheldonian.—“I think you could tell me that I might be proud of Jerry,”
was what she had said, and it was a very odd thing for Lady Mary to say.
It showed Giles that if to him Jerry showed his weakness, to his mother
he was showing his strength.
It was neither strength nor weakness that Jerry showed him now. All that
Giles could read in his headlong face was immense perplexity, and he
cried at once on entering: “I’ve had a most amazing letter from Alix.”
Giles pulled himself up in his chair and Jerry sat down on the edge of
the table beside him. It was a painful perplexity; humiliation;
bitterness; cogitation were mingled in it, and as Giles saw it fear rose
in his heart, though he asked, “Well?” with the voice of the friend and
counsellor.
“I was going over in a fortnight,” said Jerry. “I wrote and told her so.
And I told Mummy, and Mummy has behaved splendidly. She’s in a frenzy
underneath, no doubt; but she shows nothing. I expect she relies on Alix
to back her up. Well, by Jove, she may! Alix does more than back her up.
Here’s her answer. Am I really dished, do you think?” cried Jerry, “or
is it just to put me off?”
Giles read. Alix wrote in English as if to make herself more clear.
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