British -- France -- Fiction; French -- England -- Fiction; Love stories
“DEAR JERRY: You must not come. I have told you that I could not
marry you, but I blame myself because I spoke that time in the
Spring with some uncertainty. It is not only the objections now.
There is another reason that did not then exist. Please do not
question me; and please forgive me for any pain that I may cause
you, but it is someone else that I love. I did not know what
love was when you asked me. You must marry some girl of your own
race, dear Jerry, and be happy. I shall never leave France now.
“Your friend,
“ALIX.”
Giles read, and his heart stood still while brightly, balefully the
fox-seraph visage of André de Valenbois rose before him. Alix’s letter
was dated from Vaudettes-sur-Mer.
Jerry was watching him. “Now isn’t that rather thick,” he said.
But Giles, gazing at the letter, found no reply.
“It must, of course, be some Frenchman,” said Jerry. “Can you imagine
who it is? Have you heard anything at all?”
Giles shook his head.
“Does her mother know any decent men?” Jerry inquired.
Giles folding the letter tried to think. Were they decent men? Judged by
the world’s standards, André de Valenbois was as decent as Jerry
himself. The difference was that he would not be decent for Alix. “Yes,”
he said, then, slowly. “I suppose they are quite decent. Only Frenchmen
are different, you know.”
He felt Jerry scanning his face. “You mean that no decent Frenchman
would think of marrying her?”
At this Giles felt as if he clutched Alix back from a danger. She might
have betrayed herself to him; he could not bear to see her betrayed to
Jerry. “She may marry someone quite decent, you see, but not of her own
class. Some nice young artist, for instance, some _savant_. Her mother
knows all sorts of interesting people.”
“But she doesn’t say anything about marrying,” Jerry persisted. “It
doesn’t somehow sound like getting married, does it? She’d tell his name
if it was that.”
“Well, I don’t know. Not at once; not to you, so soon. It may be only
coming on between them. Nothing definite may yet have been said.”
“I didn’t know French girls were allowed to have things come on,” said
Jerry. “I thought it was arranged for them.”
“But we may have changed Alix about all that,” said Giles.
Jerry at this was silent. He sat on the table and swung his leg. The
letter lay beside him where Giles had put it, and after a little while
he picked it up and read it over again. “Do you think she’s telling the
truth?” he then questioned. “Isn’t it still possible that it’s all her
pride? If Mummy could have written to say I was coming and that she gave
me her blessing—mightn’t it have been different?”
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