British -- France -- Fiction; French -- England -- Fiction; Love stories
The screen, on a background of pearly satin, had two doves in a basket,
entwined with laurel; and the chairs, in a softer, sadder key, repeated
them.
“They are beautiful,” said Alix. It seemed to her, as she looked at the
gentle doves, that the dead, in Toppie’s drawing-room, joined pale hands
around her and whispered: “We are here.” But it was so sad. The doves
nestling side by side, so confident of love, made her think of all the
partings of the world.
“My great-grandmother was married to a soldier,” said Toppie, “and went
out to India and died there when my grandfather was born. She did all
those chairs while she was waiting for his birth. She was only
twenty-one. I often think of her; so young; stitching her thoughts of
home, her hopes for her baby—the past and the future—into the
embroidery. And one feels how happy she must have been in her marriage
to have chosen that design. My poor great-grandfather brought all her
things back to England, with his little boy.—That funny little
water-colour sketch is of him, in his frilled cap; with his ayah.—And
he grew up to be a soldier, too, and was killed, out in India, fighting
a frontier tribe. My mother was his only child. I was fourteen when she
died. How happy you are to have your mother, Alix. She makes beautiful
things, too. I shan’t forget the little lemon silk jacket.”
Alix’s sense of sadness had deepened while Toppie spoke. So different
Toppie’s past; so different Toppie’s mother, she felt sure: and the
sense of sadness was in the difference. An abyss seemed to lie between
her and Toppie, an abyss that Toppie did not see and could not, perhaps,
even imagine. She could not place Toppie against any of the backgrounds
familiar to her. She could not see her in Maman’s salon, unless as one
of those dim evasive figures, the “Misses” of her childhood, someone
dressed differently, hovering diffidently and helping with the tea and
cakes. She could see Toppie in Maman’s salon as her governess, but in no
other capacity. Toppie would not understand anything said there, or
would not care to understand. She would draw away from the shining
soap-bubble. She would look with cold dismay at madame Gérardin and
mademoiselle Fontaine. It was sad to feel fond of someone and to feel
them fond of you, and yet to see that only here, among her doves, could
their worlds touch at all.
It was growing dark, and Toppie said that she would take her home, and,
in the hall, lighted a little lantern for the walk across the common.
They had gone halfway when they saw, in the distance, another lantern
advancing towards them.
“It is Giles,” said Toppie, pausing. “He has come for you. So I will go
back. I have some letters to finish for the post.”
“But come to meet him. He will, I am sure, be glad of a word with you,”
said Alix. She felt sure that it had been in the hope of a word with
Toppie rather than to fetch herself that Giles had come.
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