British -- France -- Fiction; French -- England -- Fiction; Love stories
“No one is as right in every way as she thinks herself,” said Giles. “No
one can be so smooth without being artificial. She’s awfully nice, I’m
sure; but for beauty, give me Mummy.”
It would not be polite to contradict him, but Alix, too, thought Giles
absurd.
CHAPTER X
She and Mrs. Bradley motored home together next day. It had stopped
raining and the air had the unexpected softness that mid-winter in
England can mitigatingly display. Alix had never yet seen so much of
Mrs. Bradley as on this drive. She was the most occupied person; she was
always immersed in occupations; and to have her beside one, with nothing
to occupy her except driving the car, was to see her with a new
completeness. Mrs. Bradley was only not intimate because absorbed in
affairs remote from her own interests. She was not even intimate with
her own children, for Alix could not remember ever having heard her talk
with them about herself. She tenderly took them for granted and took for
granted—too much, Alix considered—their capacity for directing their
own lives once the main lines were laid out for them. But to-day, with
its sense of interlude, no papers to read, no committees to attend, it
was as if without becoming intimate she became confiding. It touched
Alix to hear her. It touched her because she felt that Mrs. Bradley must
so often need to confide and would not know it. She talked to her about
Giles. “I know he’ll do well. I know he will be useful. Giles will
always pull his weight wherever he is,” she said, and the conception of
life as a boat where one’s meaning consisted in pulling one’s weight was
a very new one to Alix. When his mother so spoke, she saw Giles sitting,
half stripped, in the chilly English air, grey water beneath, grey sky
above, bent to the oars among comrades and ready for the word of
command. That was what his mother desired for him; that strenuous,
rigorous life. Maman did not think of life like that. She wanted no
rigours for her child. She didn’t care a bit about her being useful.
Other people were to be of use to her and she was to enjoy herself. That
was Maman’s idea.
“You’ve seen, I’m sure,” said Mrs. Bradley, her gentle eyes fixed before
her as she drove, “how fond he is of Toppie. It’s always been so. He’s
never thought of anybody else. Even before she and Owen fell in love
with each other. I’ve sometimes wondered—I’ve sometimes wished—” Mrs.
Bradley’s voice dropped to a musing uncertainty.
“Giles was much younger than Captain Owen, was he not?” said Alix.
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