British -- France -- Fiction; French -- England -- Fiction; Love stories
“Not so much younger. He is a year older than Toppie. Twenty-five. But
it wasn’t that. She would, I’m afraid, never have thought of him, with
Owen there. Perhaps she had always been too sure of him and taken him
too much for granted, while with Owen, until he did, at last, fall in
love with her, she was never sure. He was fond of several people, you
see, before he was fond of Toppie. I’m afraid she suffered, poor
darling. And that’s what one feels,” Mrs. Bradley mused on, while Alix
knew a growing discomfort in hearing her. “Owen could have been happy
with so many girls; it wasn’t, with him, the one great thing only;
whereas with Giles it was.”
“And perhaps if she had married him,” said Alix, her thoughts held by
that sense of something painful, twisted, difficult to see plainly, “she
would have suffered even more. If he continued to be fond of other
people.”
“Oh, but that couldn’t have been after they were married!” Mrs. Bradley
exclaimed, and with a shock of surprise in her voice, while her eyes,
almost scared by the suggestion, turned to scan the meditative face of
the little French girl beside her. “That couldn’t have been after he
loved her at last; after they were engaged. Oh, no; Owen would have been
faithful, always.”
“But all men are not faithful, are they?” Alix commented, keeping her
eyes before her and her voice quiet and impersonal. She felt that she
would like to know what Mrs. Bradley thought on this subject. Had not
Giles’s horror been somewhat misplaced? “So many wives, I mean, from
what one hears, have unfaithful husbands.”
Mrs. Bradley continued to scan her and with even more alarm.
“But I hope you don’t hear of such dreadful things, dear child. No good
husband is unfaithful.”
“Is it so very dreadful? Can one govern one’s heart? I see that it is
different for a wife,” said Alix. “She is at home and has the children.
But a man—out in the world—May he not form many attachments without so
much blame?—I do not understand these things, but I cannot see why it
is so dreadful.”
“You are too young, dear, to understand them. Yet even you, I am sure,
can imagine how terrible it would be to know that your husband, whom you
loved and trusted, loved other people.”
“It might be very sad.” Alix considered the remote contingency. “I see
that it might make me sad—if I loved him very much. But I should have
the children, the _foyer_. And then he might still love me most, while
loving others, too. Do you not find that possible, here in England? In
France, I am sure, we do not feel it so strange a thought.”
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