The Little Gray Lady: 1909Smith, Francis Hopkinson
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The Little Gray Lady: 1909
Smith, Francis Hopkinson
Love stories; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Short stories
The Littie Lady had not moved, nor had she taken her eyes from the
blaze. She seemed to be addressing some invisible body who could hear
and understand. The girl felt its influence and a tremor ran through
her. The fitful blaze casting weird shadows helped this feeling. At
last, with an effort, she asked:
“You say you know them both, Cousin Annie?”
“Yes--he was my dear friend. I was just thinking of him when you came
in.”
The charred logs broke into a heap of coals; the blaze flickered and
died. But for the lone candle in the corner the room would have been in
total darkness.
“Shall I light another candle, Cousin Annie?” shivered the girl, “or
bring that one nearer?”
“No, it’s Christmas Eve, and I only light one candle on Christmas Eve.”
“But what’s one candle! Why, father has the whole house as bright as day
and every fire blazing.” The girl sprang to her feet and stepped nearer
the hearth. She would be less nervous, she thought, if she moved about,
and then the warmth of the fire was somehow reassuring. “Please let me
light them all, Cousin Annie,” she pleaded, reaching out her hand toward
a cluster in an old-fashioned candelabra--“and if there aren’t enough
I’ll get more from Margaret.”
“No, no--one will do. It is an old custom of mine; I’ve done it for
twenty years.”
“But don’t you love Christmas?” Kate argued, her nervousness increasing.
The ghostly light and the note of pain in her companion’s voice were
strangely affecting.
The Little Gray Lady leaned forward in her chair and looked long and
steadily at the heap of smouldering ashes; then she answered slowly,
each word vibrating with the memory of some hidden sorrow: “I’ve had
mine, dearie.”
“But you can have some more,” urged Kate.
“Not like those that have gone before, dearie--no, not like those.”
Something in the tones of her voice and quick droop of the dear head
stirred the girl to her depths. Sinking to her knees she hid her face in
the Little Lady’s lap.
“And you sit here in the dark with only one candle?” she whispered.
“Yes, always,” she answered, her fingers stroking the fair hair. “I can
see those I have loved better in the dark. Sometimes the room is full of
people; I have often to strain my eyes to assure myself that the door is
really shut. All sorts of people come--the girls and boys I knew when I
was young. Some are dead; some are far away; some so near that should I
open the window and shout their names many of them could hear. There are
fewer above ground every year--but I welcome all who come. It’s the old
maid’s hour, you know--this twilight hour. The wives are making ready
the supper; the children are romping; lovers are together in the corner
where they can whisper and not be overheard. But none of this disturbs
me--no big man bursts in, letting in the cold. I have my chair, my
candle, my thoughts, and my fire. When you get to be my age, Kate, and
live alone--and you might, dearie, if Mark should leave you--you will
love these twilight hours, too.”
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