Christmas stories; Love stories; Soldiers -- Fiction; Widows -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
The little boy stretched up his arms to pull her down; she resisted. His
hands wandered over her face and reached her eyes. They were wet. His
heart missed a beat. He knew what that meant. So often in the dark, dark
night he had wakened with the sure sense that she was crying and had
tiptoed down the creaking stairs to creep in beside her and place his
small arms tightly about her.
“Never mind; you have me, Mummy.” That was what he always said. He
whispered it now.
“Yes, I have my wee man.”
“And me, Mummy,” Joan murmured sleepily.
“Mummy knows. She has you both. Don't worry about her. She's feeling
silly tonight.”
“Because you're happy?” Joan questioned.
“Yes, happy for so many little boys and girls whose soldier daddies will
be coming back to them soon. Don't talk any more. Go sleepy-bye.”
But Robbie knew that it wasn't happiness that made her cry; he knew that
she was crying because she had no soldier to come back. What could he
say to comfort her? His eyes grew drowsy while he thought about it. He
waited till Joan was in Sleepy-bye Land, then with an effort he opened
his eyes.
“Mummy, do you know what I'd like best for Christmas?”
“I thought you were sleeping. Don't tell me now. There's heaps of time.
It's six weeks till Christmas.”
“But Joan and I have talked about it,” he persisted. “We don't want him,
if you don't want him.”
“What is he, dear? If he doesn't cost too much, you shall have him.”
Robbie procrastinated now that he had brought his mother to the point
of listening. It was a delicate proposal that he was about to make. “I
don't know whether you can get one,” he hesitated. “A boy at my school
got one without asking, and it wasn't even Christmas.”
He was sitting up in bed now, very intense and serious, and very much
awake.
“But you've not told me yet what it is you want. If you don't tell me, I
can't say whether I can afford it.”
She slipped her arm about the square little body and feeling how it
trembled, held it close against her breast. He hid his face in the
hollow of her neck. “Robbie's place,” she whispered. “If it's difficult
to say, whisper it to mother there.”
His lips moved several times before a sound came and then, “If it isn't
too much trouble, we should like to have a Daddy.”
Against his will she held him back from her, trying to see his eyes.
“But why?”
It was he who was crying now. “Oh Mummy, I didn't mean to hurt you....
To be like all the other little boys and girls.” When at last he was
truly asleep and she had come down to the lamp-lit room in which she
sewed, she did not take up her work. The parrot tried to draw her into
conversation with his eternal question, “What shall we talk about?”
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