Christmas stories; Love stories; Soldiers -- Fiction; Widows -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
He wandered over to the couch before the fire and sat down where he
could watch her profile and the slope of her throat beneath the lamp.
The only sound was the prick of the needle and the quiet pulling through
of the thread. It had all happened just as he would have planned it. He
was glad that she was alone. He was glad that it was in this same room
that they had met. He was glad in a curious unreasoning way for the
faint fragrance of Jacqueminot that surrounded her. It had been just
like this at the Front that he had thought of her--thought of her so
intensely that he had almost caught the scent and the rustle of her
dress, moving towards him through the squalor of the trench. Through all
the horror the brief memory of her gentleness had remained with him. And
what hopes he had built on that memory! He had told himself that, if he
survived, by hook or by crook he would search her out. In hospital, when
he had returned to England, all his impatience to get well had been to
get to her. In his heart he had never expected success. The task had
seemed too stupendous. And now here he was, sitting with her alone, the
house all quiet, the fire shining, the lamp making a pool of gold among
the shadows, and she, most quiet of all, taking him comfortably for
granted and carrying on with her woman's work. At last he was at rest;
not in love with her, he told himself, but at rest.
It was she who broke the silence. “How did you know? What made you come
so directly to this house?”
He met her eyes and smiled. “Where else was there to come? It was the
one place we both knew. I took a chance at it.” And then, after a
pause, “No, that's not quite true. I was sent up to London for special
treatment. The first evening I was allowed out of hospital, I hurried
here and, finding that our empty house was occupied, stayed outside to
watch it.”
“But why to watch it?”
“Because it was a million to one that you weren't the tenant. Before I
rang the bell I wanted to make certain. You see I don't know your name;
I couldn't ask to see the lady of the house. If she hadn't been you, how
could I have explained my intrusion?”
“And then you made certain?”
He nodded. “You came to the window on Armistice night and stood for a
few minutes looking out.”
“I remember.” She shivered as if a cold breath had struck her. “I was
feeling stupid and lonely; all the world out there in the darkness
seemed so glad. I wish you had rung my bell. That was three nights ago.”
“You mean why did I let three nights go by. I guess because I was a
coward. I got what we call in America 'cold feet.' I thought...”
He waited for her to prompt him. She sat leaning forward, her hands
lying idle in her lap. He noticed, as he had noticed nearly a year
ago, the half-moon that her shoulders made in the dimness. She was
extraordinarily motionless; her motionlessness gave her an atmosphere
of strength. When she moved her gestures said as much as words. Nothing
that she did was hurried.
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