Christmas stories; Love stories; Soldiers -- Fiction; Widows -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
“How did I know!” She laughed unsteadily. “How does one know anything?
The heart tells one things sometimes. You'll be busy tomorrow--so many
other things to think about. Robbie's present doesn't matter. It's
growing late... Good-bye.” He stood astonished at her abruptness. What
had he done that she should be so anxious to rid herself of him? When he
did not seem to see her proffered hand, but stared at her gloomily,
her nerves broke. “Go. Why don't you go?” she cried fiercely. “You know
you'll be happy.”
“You want me to go?” he asked quietly. Had she heard her own voice, she
would have given way to weeping. With her handkerchief pressed tightly
against her lips, she nodded.
He turned slowly, looked back from the threshold for a sign of relenting
and dragged his way haltingly down the stairs. In the hall beneath the
mistletoe he paused to listen. He fancied he had heard the muttering
of sobbing. So long as he paused he heard nothing; it was only when he
began to move that again he thought he heard it. Having flung his coat
about his shoulders, he eased his arm into the sleeve. This wasn't what
he had come for--a very different ending!
And now the chance of the little house had arrived. Windows, chairs,
tables, walls, we had all pledged ourselves to help her. He attempted to
let himself out; the frontdoor refused to budge. He pulled, tugged and
worked at the latch without avail.
“Shan't go. Shan't go. Shan't go,” ticked the grandfather's clock
excitedly. Then the usual thing happened, which always happened when the
grandfather's clock got excited.
There was a horrible _whirr_ of the spring running down; the weights
dropped with a bang.
In the silence that followed he listened. She thought he had gone. There
could be no mistake now; she was crying as if her heart would break.
The stairs creaked to warn her as he ascended. She could not have heard
them, for when he stepped into the room she took no notice. She had sunk
to the floor and lay with her face hidden in the cushions of the chair,
with the gold light from the lamp spilling over her. For some moments he
watched her--the shuddering rise and fall of her shoulders.
“You told me to go,” he said. “The little house won't let me; it was
always kind to us.” And then, when she made no answer, “It's true. I've
got my sailing orders. But it was you who told me to go.”
She was listening now. He knew that, for the half-moon shoulders had
ceased to shudder. The smell of Jacqueminot drew him to her. Bending
over her, he stole one hand from beneath the buried face. “Do I need to
go?”
And still there was no answer. It was then that the old grey parrot
spoke. He had pretended to be sleeping. “What shall we talk about?” he
whispered hoarsely; and, when an interval had elapsed, “Robbie?”
The little lady, who had needed to be loved, lifted up her tear-stained
face and the wounded officer who had wanted rest, bent lower.
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