If Dick had had any reason to doubt his suspicion of the state of
Paula's heart, that reason vanished with the return of Graham. He need
look nowhere for confirmation save to Paula. She was in a flushed
awakening, burgeoning like the full spring all about them, a happier
tone in her happy laugh, a richer song in her throat, a warmness of
excitement and a continuous energy of action animating her. She was up
early and to bed late. She did not conserve herself, but seemed to live
on the champagne of her spirits, until Dick wondered if it was because
she did not dare allow herself time to think.
He watched her lose flesh, and acknowledged to himself that the one
result was to make her look lovelier than ever, to take on an almost
spiritual delicacy under her natural vividness of color and charm.
And the Big House ran on in its frictionless, happy, and remorseless
way. Dick sometimes speculated how long it would continue so to run on,
and recoiled from contemplation of a future in which it might not so
run on. As yet, he was confident, no one knew, no one guessed, but
himself. But how long could that continue? Not long, he was certain.
Paula was not sufficiently the actress. And were she a master at
concealment of trivial, sordid detail, yet the new note and flush of
her would be beyond the power of any woman to hide.
He knew his Asiatic servants were marvels of discernment--and
discretion, he had to add. But there were the women. Women were cats.
To the best of them it would be great joy to catch the radiant,
unimpeachable Paula as clay as any daughter of Eve. And any chance
woman in the house, for a day, or an evening, might glimpse the
situation--Paula's situation, at least, for he could not make out
Graham's attitude yet. Trust a woman to catch a woman.
But Paula, different in other ways, was different in this. He had never
seen her display cattishness, never known her to be on the lookout for
other women on the chance of catching them tripping--except in relation
to him. And he grinned again at the deliciousness of the affair with
Mrs. Dehameney which had been an affair only in Paula's apprehension.
Among other things of wonderment, Dick speculated if Paula wondered if
he knew.
And Paula did wonder, and for a time without avail. She could detect no
change in his customary ways and moods or treatment of her. He turned
off his prodigious amount of work as usual, played as usual, chanted
his songs, and was the happy good fellow. She tried to imagine an added
sweetness toward her, but vexed herself with the fear that it was
imagined.
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