Clergy -- Fiction; Love stories; Scotland -- Fiction
And now Nanny has set off for church and Babbie is alone in the mud
house. Some will pity her not at all, this girl who was a dozen women
in the hour, and all made of impulses that would scarce stand still to
be photographed. To attempt to picture her at any time until now would
have been like chasing a spirit that changes to something else as your
arms clasp it; yet she has always seemed a pathetic little figure to
me. If I understand Babbie at all, it is, I think, because I loved
Margaret, the only woman I have ever known well, and one whose nature
was not, like the Egyptian's, complex, but most simple, as if God had
told her only to be good. Throughout my life since she came into it
she has been to me a glass in which many things are revealed that I
could not have learned save through her, and something of all
womankind, even of bewildering Babbie, I seem to know because I knew
Margaret.
No woman is so bad but we may rejoice when her heart thrills to
love, for then God has her by the hand. There is no love but this.
She may dream of what love is, but it is only of a sudden that she
knows. Babbie, who was without a guide from her baby days, had
dreamed but little of it, hearing its name given to another thing.
She had been born wild and known no home; no one had touched her
heart except to strike it, she had been educated, but never tamed;
her life had been thrown strangely among those who were great in the
world's possessions, but she was not of them. Her soul was in such
darkness that she had never seen it; she would have danced away
cynically from the belief that there is such a thing, and now all at
once she had passed from disbelief to knowledge. Is not love God's
doing? To Gavin He had given something of Himself, and the moment she
saw it the flash lit her own soul.
It was but little of his Master that was in Gavin, but far smaller
things have changed the current of human lives; the spider's thread
that strikes our brow on a country road may do that. Yet this I will
say, though I have no wish to cast the little minister on my pages
larger than he was, that he had some heroic hours in Thrums, of which
one was when Babbie learned to love him. Until the moment when he
kissed her she had only conceived him a quaint fellow whose life was a
string of Sundays, but behold what she saw in him now. Evidently to
his noble mind her mystery was only some misfortune, not of her
making, and his was to be the part of leading her away from it into
the happiness of the open life. He did not doubt her, for he loved,
and to doubt is to dip love in the mire. She had been given to him by
God, and he was so rich in her possession that the responsibility
attached to the gift was not grievous. She was his, and no mortal man
could part them. Those who looked askance at her were looking askance
at him; in so far as she was wayward and wild, he was those things; so
long as she remained strange to religion, the blame lay on him.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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