Christian life -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction; Runaway husbands -- Fiction
She often smiled somewhat bitterly to herself over the old dream of
helping Ralph in his high endeavours to influence the souls of his
fellows, and how she was to accompany him when he went forth to deliver
his messages. "Never mind," she would say to herself. "I sell the people
tea instead." She often called to mind the memorial-card of "Sweet
Liberty," and saw how clearly it had proved prophetic of something she
had truly lost. Long ago she guessed who the sender was, for she had
found out what a keen reader of character Neighbour Bessie was, and what
keen intuitive powers she possessed. Phebe never referred to the card,
but she once said to Bessie, "I think you ought to be called 'Prophet
Bessie.'"
"If you spell that word 'p-r-o-f-i-t,'" replied Bessie, "mother would
say you were out of your reckoning entirely. She would say it would be
nearer the truth to call me 'Dead-loss Bessie.'"
"Nay, nay, that would never do, but 'dear-loved Bessie' might." The girl
looked at her with hungry eyes, but did not answer.
To be so shut in, so entirely engrossed with affairs purely selfish,
would to an ordinary woman have been both narrowing and depressing. "An
old woman once lived in the Isle of Wight who had never seen the sea,
and there are women living in Swiss valleys who have never watched a
sunset. How little such women can know of what the world is like! How
narrow their sympathies, and how small their ideas! I am something like
them," thought Phebe, "but I'll do my best to get a wider outlook,
somehow." So by her chair in a corner of the shop parlour you might
always find some paper, magazine, or book she was interested in. During
the early months of their marriage Ralph had read aloud to her in the
evenings, or she to him, but lately he was far too much engrossed in
other things.
No one guessed the bitter sorrow Phebe suffered in thus burying her
dreams. Alas, for the graves that are not found where willows grow
within cemetery gates! for the flowerless graves we often weep over in
our daily life! Yet deep in Phebe's heart was the hope that from this
grave would blossom, some sunny morn, a husband's love such as she had
dreamt of in her girlhood dreams. It seemed as if Ralph's love was
sleeping, but surely some day it would waken. Oh, that God would teach
her how to waken it!
By this time Victoria Mary had a companion in the person of a little
brother. "I should like him to be called Ralph," said Phebe.
"I don't care for children to be made gravestones of," replied her
husband. "You certainly shall choose one name and I the other, and you
can choose anything you like but Ralph."
The young arrival a few days later was described on his
birth-certificate as "John Washington."
These two young folks were ever afterwards known as "Queenie" and
"Jack." What a lot of bother it would save if parents named their
children what they intend afterwards to call them!
"Phebe," said Ralph one evening, "just put your book down and talk to
me."
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