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"RALPH WARING."
"P.S.--I did not say 'good-bye' to you for fear you should succeed
in persuading me to stay with you. Some day soon, I will send you an
address where you can write to, as I shall be anxious to hear how
you are getting on."
It was strange, but the reading of that letter gave her the calm she had
been struggling to obtain. After reading it a second time, she went out
into the garden, named in the summer-time "Sunshine Patch." How long ago
that seemed! Where was the sunshine now? But the stars shone down on it
if the sun did not, and it was refreshing to feel the cool breezes on
her face, and to be alone under the pitying skies.
Now that she had read this letter a burden of uncertainty had gone; she
knew now something of what she had to face.
Surely Stephen had not been the bearer of that open letter; it must have
been in the desk before! But the very doubt about it made it more easy
to resist Stephen's offer.
It was impossible for her to return to her father; how could she burden
him with herself and two children when even now he could only just
manage comfortably? But how could she get the three hundred pounds
Stephen said she would need? She had no earthly friend she could go to
and had nothing she could sell or mortgage. But, ah, there was always
one source of help she could go to! There was one way still open--the
upward way! Sitting down in the desolate little arbour, she buried her
face in her hands and prayed, "Dear Lord, I have no one to help me but
Thee. Please open up my way! Show me how I can continue the business.
Give me also business ability. Show me my way very clearly. I know Thou
art listening to me. I feel sure of it, just as Bessie did. And now I
am going to carefully watch for the sign that Thou art going to help me.
Oh, strengthen me; I feel so lonely!" A flood of tears came, but she
could let them flow unhindered now.
CHAPTER VI
THE DARKNESS DEEPENS
Early the next morning, as soon as the shutters were down, Phebe was in
the shop taking a general look round, and examining the stock. With the
help of Reynolds, the shopman who gave her the roses, she got a very
good grasp of the state of things. "The stock is very low indeed," said
Reynolds; "some things we are out of altogether. It's not my fault, for
I told master a fortnight ago, and again last week, but he took no
notice--said it was not my business."
[Illustration: "PHEBE WAS IN THE SHOP TAKING A GENERAL LOOK ROUND."]
Phebe only replied, "We must see to these things as soon as possible;
thank you for helping me," and then went in to breakfast.
She had got a clear view of the situation as far as the business was
concerned, but all else was in a mist. When she tried to analyse her own
feelings with regard to Ralph's conduct, what exactly it was that had
prompted him to such a course, how it would appear to outsiders, what
steps she was to take to secure capital to work the business, all seemed
chaos.
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