Christian life -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction; Runaway husbands -- Fiction
"Yes, that is so; but still he wanted us to go."
Stephen was looking intently into the fire, evidently weighing some
thought over.
"Perhaps I had better tell you, Ralph secured his berth to Sydney three
months ago."
"One berth?"
"Yes."
"May I ask how you know?"
"I made inquiries, as I thought it would rest your mind to know exactly
where he had gone."
"And you think----" began Phebe.
"I think," interrupted Stephen, anxious to save her all the pain he
could, "that it was not his intention to take you with him." Only God
knew what it cost that man to say those words; it seemed to him that he
was giving this crushed woman an extra stab, but it was only to save her
all he could of future pain. He wanted to keep her from building on the
hope that her husband would send for her, for he believed in his heart
that Ralph was only too glad to be relieved from the responsibility of
providing for wife and children.
"Perhaps it was much better he should go with a free hand," was all
Phebe said. She wanted very much to ask Stephen to tell her all he knew,
all he thought, but dared not do so; something held her back--something
which told her there was a wound in that man's heart she might not touch
nor look upon.
"He will send for me some day," she said, after another pause; but still
Stephen did not answer. It was such a hard struggle to keep himself well
in hand--so hard to keep from cursing the man who had stolen his love
from him, and who, because she had not brought him the dowry he had
hoped for, had basely deserted her!
Phebe thought he was busy turning over ways and means as to how she was
to run the business; instead of that he was praying for strength and
calmness.
She got up from her seat and, standing by him, put her hand on his arm
and said gently, "Stephen!"--that was how she used to call him--"you
must not trouble about me. I shall battle through all right. God will
help me. See these beautiful words I came across yesterday," and she
picked up the Bible and read the words over again.
He took the Bible and looked at the page, but the words were all in a
mist. "There is not the slightest doubt but that He will help you," he
managed to say.
"My heart is not perfect," she continued, "but He knows I want it to
be."
"But don't forget, Phebe--Mrs. Waring," he said, turning towards her, as
they both stood facing the fire, "that God works through human
agents--very often does so."
"I know He does," she replied, "and I think He prompted my sister last
night to offer me the use of her money. I would have said 'Yes' at once,
only I know it would vex father. Still, if no other way opens I shall
accept her kind offer. So you see things will shape themselves--no, be
shapened--all right. Reynolds is such a good 'stay-by' for me, and a
commercial this morning let me order a lot of things, although I could
not pay his account."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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