The Little Moment of HappinessKelland, Clarence Budington
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The Little Moment of Happiness
Kelland, Clarence Budington
Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
Quick suspicion is a natural result of the thing that the vestibule of
the Presbyterian church, as Kendall knew it, stood for. Intolerance has
for its favorite child Suspicion, Acute Suspicion, which convicts
without trial and, if subsequent trial goes against it, asserts that the
jury was tampered with. It was one of Kendall’s inheritances. He had
been raised under the influence of constant suspicion. He himself had
been suspected; he was used to seeing the most trivial events suspected.
His mother, for instance, knew instantly that any happening which came
under her eye and about which she was not fully informed meant something
bad. It was never the way of that body of society in which he had been
brought up to think the best when a trifle of imagination would enable
it to think the worst—and to-night Kendall was peculiarly under the
influence of his inheritances.... He suspected. A natural jealousy
deepened his suspicion. Monsieur Robert’s profession deepened it
further, and Andree’s often stated ambition to become an actress carried
it to more profound depths. Suspicion may own a specious logic: Andree
declared it was necessary for her to undertake a stage career. To do so
it was necessary to enter the _Académie_. To enter the _Académie_ it was
necessary to interest the influence of some actor of prominence, and she
had more than once hoped for this intervention. Ken himself had
introduced her to this Monsieur Robert with that end in view.... And
Jacques, perhaps in jest, perhaps in earnest, had warned him to beware
of Monsieur Robert, or that handsome young actor would steal Andree from
him. Hence Robert must have that sort of reputation.... And, therefore,
Robert was with Andree at this moment for that purpose.... Again, what
more natural and logical than that Andree should be willing to purchase
her career, and that, even at this very moment, the agreement was being
made.... Or, perhaps, had been made before, and he had been deceived
already! Undoubtedly that was it....
The part of him inherited from his mother was in complete control now;
he was narrow, certain in suspicion, hard, willing to be cruel. All that
was worst in Roundhead, Puritan, Pilgrim Father was apparent in him. He
had seen, and, in the instant of seeing, the pendulum of his character
had swung to the uppermost point of its arc on the side opposed to
tolerance, a reasonable philosophy, and the wider things toward which he
had been growing since he came to France....
“Mother was right,” he said to himself, “they were all right. I’ve been
fooled and I’ve been a fool.... And I thought she was _good!_... This
damn, miserable country—if ever I can get out of it back to where decent
people live....”
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