The Little Moment of HappinessKelland, Clarence Budington
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The Little Moment of Happiness
Kelland, Clarence Budington
Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
He strode into the hall and flung the door open savagely. There stood
Andree, fragile, lovely, appealing, her face turned up to his with that
wistful question which it always wore when they first met. She looked so
dainty, so small, so sweet!... Her eyes met his and waited a moment for
his smile of welcome before they smiled. Always she seemed to be
afraid—afraid that she would not read welcome in his eyes. He remembered
it, and her look accused him. He stood silent, staring. Her lips parted
at the strangeness of his manner and he saw astonishment grow in her
dark-shaded eyes.... He found the rage up to which he had worked himself
slipping away from him; as he looked down at her it even seemed
impossible to believe that she was not all he had thought her to be.
There was an innocence, a trustfulness about her.
“Come in, mademoiselle,” he said, coldly, stepping back to permit her to
pass.
She entered slowly, diffidently. He could see that she was surprised,
hurt by his manner, and a feeling of guilt overtook him. She stopped
near him and turned expectantly.... He understood. He was expected to
act the lover; she was awaiting his lover-like greeting.... He
discovered how much bolder and more resolute one may be in anticipation
than at the required moment.
“Do not take off your things,” he said, striving to keep his voice
steady and emotionless. “Will you come in here?”
She obeyed silently, with a silence that came from sudden apprehension.
He followed her and stood before her, searching for words with which to
begin, and she, her face grave and a little sad, as was its custom,
stood very still, but once or twice her eyes turned upward quickly to
read his face. The speeches he had prepared against this moment had
hidden themselves away, and he was left with an uncomfortable feeling of
inadequacy to the event. He hesitated; the silence became unsupportable,
and he began with sudden harshness, a harshness that a little frightened
himself when he heard it.
“I never intended to see you again,” he said, “but I forgot you were
coming here to-night.” He spoke in English, rapidly, but she understood
him, for her eyes lifted now and remained fixed on his own, dark,
frightened, appealing. He looked into them and turned hastily away.
There was a magic in them that he feared; they seemed so pure, so
honest.... Her lips parted a little, but she did not speak.
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