The Little Moment of HappinessKelland, Clarence Budington
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The Little Moment of Happiness
Kelland, Clarence Budington
Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
Suddenly the air was rent by the wail of the siren; the avions were
coming! One heard cries of anger or fright, saw dark blots resolve into
hurried action as loiterers sought places of refuge.... A fire-engine
swept by with gnome-like black figures clinging to it, and that voice
like some horrid wail from the pit rising from it as a fireman turned
the handle of the siren.... It was a voice that matched Kendall’s
humor—a voice of despair, a voice that made audible a thing which
described to his ear all that was evil and squalid and treacherous and
unforgivable that lurked in the black and stealthy warrens of the
world....
“Let’s get out of this,” said Bert.
Kendall did not want to go, and the less so now that there was
danger.... Andree was in danger and, somehow, he felt that his place, if
it could not be with her, was as near to her as he could station
himself. He was alarmed. People were killed in these air raids. There
were always casualties.... What if a bomb—what if he should never be
able to see Andree again to make matters right with her? How if he
should be prevented from entreating her pardon for the ugly wrong he had
done her and for his brutality—he could recognize it as brutality now.
Yet, mixed with all his self-accusation, his bitter heartache and
wretchedness, there ran a vein of relief—actual relief, and of something
like comfort. The pendulum of his subconscious self was swaying
downward, preparatory to the upward sweep in the opposite direction....
The world was good, there was good in the world. All was not suspicion
and sin; one might have faith in humanity.... The vestibule of the home
church with its crowd of bigots seemed cold and untrue now, though they
had appeared the one safe and living thing in the world so short a time
ago.... Andree was good. He had not been mistaken in her; and if Andree
was good, then other things and people must be good likewise.... Even
Paris....
They descended into the Metro whose underground platforms were crowded
with refuge-seekers of all classes and ages, who clustered together and
railed against the _boche_. It was impossible to find a seat.... In half
an hour many were sitting on the concrete floor: mothers with children
sleeping in their laps; youths supporting the heads of sweethearts on
willing shoulders; sleepy and frowsy old men and slatternly old women
with hair that hung gray and unpleasant before their eyes. A gendarme
prevented any from ascending the stairs to the open air.
It seemed hours, though it was only a trifle more than an hour before
the “all clear” was sounded. The mighty clamor of the barrage and of
falling bombs had penetrated only as a dim rumble to that depth. There
had been no excitement, no exhilaration, only damp, cold discomfort. The
refugees made their way stiffly to the out-of-doors, Kendall and Bert in
their midst.
“If I should never find her—” Ken said, uneasily.
“You will.”
“But if she should refuse to listen.”
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