The Little Moment of HappinessKelland, Clarence Budington
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The Little Moment of Happiness
Kelland, Clarence Budington
Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
“Um.... I shouldn’t blame her. But you know her, son, better than I. I
saw her eyes to-night—and I shouldn’t worry. They were the sort of eyes
that forgive much.”
“Yes,” said Kendall, slowly. “But she will remember. She is that sort,
too. She will never forget—and this thing will always be there, never to
be gotten rid of.... She will look at me, and I will see it in her eyes,
that she is wondering and that she is afraid—that I might do such a
thing again....”
“The trouble with you is too darn much imagination,” Bert said,
disgustedly. “Let’s get to bed. Work goes on to-morrow, whatever
happens.”
Work would go on and life would go on; death would continue to claim its
own and births would replenish the races of the earth; there would be
sorrow and joy, sin and repentance, squalor and luxury, in spite of
anything that happened to him.... Kendall seized upon this thought. He
was infinitely small, of less than negligible importance in the world’s
scheme.... Events would transpire as usual, and the story of mankind
would continue adding to itself chapter by chapter. It was
inevitable.... Just as it was inevitable that the _motif_ of the story
should be love, and that so long as it should continue to be love the
good should predominate the evil, and the ending, though it might
threaten to be tragic, must be happy for the majority. He saw, for the
first time, that a world in which love is the first essential cannot be
a lost world nor an unhappy world. He wondered if love, in whatever form
it showed itself, was not merely the essence of _good_ masquerading
under another style. In that case to love was to be virtuous.... He
inclined to believe it. The reflection made him easier of mind.
“I think I can sleep,” he said to Bert, and they turned their faces
homeward.
CHAPTER XVII
Kendall Ware woke up to a world which was not all straight lines and
angles, which was not an uncompromising and rule-of-thumb world as it
had seemed yesterday. To-day it was a world in which curves and even
curlicues were permissible. Yesterday he was in sympathy with the Blue
Laws and could have understood a God who frowned if a man were to kiss
his wife of a Sabbath. To-day he could not comprehend the attitude of
yesterday, hardly remembered it, in fact. He was young, and rapid
changes of attitude were possible to him as the heart was heavy or
light, as events were kind or harsh. It would not have been true to say
that he was light of heart this morning, but his heart was in a
condition to become light, needing only to find Andree and to receive
Andree’s forgiveness to make it so.
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