The Little Moment of HappinessKelland, Clarence Budington
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The Little Moment of Happiness
Kelland, Clarence Budington
Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
As was characteristic, the pendulum of his convictions had swung to the
opposite and most remote point of its arc; where yesterday any deviation
from orthodox rule and rigid form had been a sin, to-day he was inclined
to err on the side of liberality. It seemed, rather, as if nothing could
be wholly evil, and this simply because it had been shown to him that
Andree was not evil and that his relations with her need not of
necessity be degrading. Yesterday he had been possessed by his
inheritances from his mother; to-day his father was in control. Just as
the one had been exaggerated, so now the other was in extreme.... And
therefore he could conceive happiness and stand upon the brink of
happiness.... To be able to perceive virtue is to be happy. It is a
perception which is its own reward....
Last night he had been afraid he would never find Andree; now he was
certain she would be easy to find. It was the matter of forgiveness that
caused his uneasiness. He had been brutal, harsh, presenting an unlovely
spectacle. It was such a spectacle of a man’s self as might prove fatal
to love, for who can love the unlovely? And yet when he thought of
Andree’s gentleness, her sweetness, of all the many indications he had
seen of a gracious and tender character, he even dared to hope that he
had not offended past condoning.
He arose impatiently, eager for the day to commence so that it might end
and enable him to take up his search.
“Bert!” he called. “Up yet?”
“Getting up,” Bert answered, drowsily.
“Is Arlette here yet?”
“Haven’t heard her.”
“What in thunder’s getting into her! Doesn’t she know a fellow’s got to
have breakfast in the morning?”
“Huh—she isn’t due for quarter of an hour. What’s the sudden rush?”
Before he was fully clothed Arlette rapped on his closed door to demand
his shoes, which he passed out to her, together with his puttees, and
walked into Bert’s room, wearing bedroom slippers.
“Some uniform,” said Bert, eying the spectacle. “Ought to recommend it
to the General Staff. Swagger, I call it. Now if you only wore red
socks.... H’m! How you feeling this morning?”
“Hungry.”
“Surprising, seeing you didn’t eat anything all day yesterday.” Bert
studied his friend’s face covertly and found reason for satisfaction.
With more tact than his character warranted one to expect, he let the
subject of yesterday rest there and did not again refer to it. He
finished shaving in his usual leisurely manner, put on his blouse and
belt, and was just in time to receive his shoes and leggings from
Arlette.
“Mind having dinner late to-night?” Ken asked.
“No. Why?”
“I—I hope Andree will be here.”
“H’m!... Want me to look up Madeleine?”
“Rather you didn’t. We’ll—Well, you can see yourself that we’ll have a
lot of talking to do.... I’ve got to square myself.”
“I’ll clear out altogether and let you have the place to yourselves.”
“No need. I might not—it’s possible I won’t find her.”
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