The Little Moment of HappinessKelland, Clarence Budington
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The Little Moment of Happiness
Kelland, Clarence Budington
Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
She nodded her head gravely. “I do not onderstan’ _les Américains....
Non!... Non!_ They are of a difference. But I onderstan’ love which mus’
be the same in America as in France, so I say Monsieur Ken he is ver’
jealous and ver’ mistaken, and I mus’ be patient and not sad more than
is _nécessaire_.... So I wait till thees mistake is not a mistake any
more. And many times I mus’ say to myself that you are jealous, and
therefore you love me. Because if there is not love, then there is not
to be jealous, _n’est-ce pas_? So I am almos’ happy, but not quite ...
because you love me.”
“And you don’t hate me? You can forgive me?”
“Oh, _mon bien cher ami_, there is nothing to forgive! It is so.... It
is only that I cried sometimes for you, because you are mos’
miserable.... I say to theenk how sad you are, and then I cry.... I
would not have you to be sad.”
“It isn’t possible,” Ken said, more than half to himself. “There’s
nobody like this in the world.”
“Possible?... _Pourquoi?_”
“Mademoiselle Pourquoi—dear little Mademoiselle Pourquoi!” he said,
softly.
“You are not angry with me any more—not jealous?”
“No.... No.”
“It is well.” She smiled for the first time and touched his arm with her
little hand. “Then I am joyous.”
“You ought to be joyous always.... You are wonderful. When I think what
you were giving up for me—and that I could suspect you—I hate myself.”
“But you are not sad now? There is not any mistake any more, and we are
together. You are not sad?”
“Sad, _mignonne_!... Only when I think of what I said to you—things you
can never forget—”
“Never forget?” She laughed a little. “Behol’, already I have forgotten.
It is as if nothing ever happen’. I do not remember. Now”—she made that
old familiar gesture of pointing repeatedly to the sidewalk with her
finger to indicate the identical present second—“now I remember nothing.
I do not know what you talk about.... You are ver’ droll, Monsieur Ken,
to be speak so much about something I do not know ... about a something
that have never happen’.”
Kendall felt something that was almost reverence for her; it was more
than wonder and little less than awe. Never until that moment had he
conceived of the possibility that such greatness of heart, such
forgetfulness of self, such _rightness_ could exist in the world.... He
felt himself incapable of appreciating, of appraising the gold of her
heart. It was very sweet, very radiant, that moment. There must be a
goodness in the world more marvelous, purer, worthier than he had been
able to imagine, and Andree possessed it.... And, possessing that
goodness, she could not in any particular be evil. She would see
rightly, and evil that was truly evil would be abhorrent in her eyes.
His last doubt, his last fear, his last self-accusation departed from
him; in his elation he was unable to perceive that a thing virtuous in
Andree and for Andree might be quite other for himself....
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