The Little Moment of HappinessKelland, Clarence Budington
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The Little Moment of Happiness
Kelland, Clarence Budington
Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
Presently, his business completed, he was driving toward Paris, reached
Paris in the darkness with a feeling of home-coming and pleasure.... But
he was thoughtful, troubled. His sternly believing mother was awake in
him, asserting that he had seen with his own eyes a movement of the
finger of God—that he had read a sign from Omnipotence. It weighed him
down, filled him not with joyous faith, but with Calvinistic gloom to
have this assurance that God was actually taking an active interest in
His world.... The weight of the knowledge of the existence of a Deity
was upon him as it had been upon his stern forebears—the knowledge of
the existence of a Deity, stern, forbidding, cruel in his revenges and
implacable in his demands ... not of such a God as Andree knew—whose
eyes might be wet with tears caused by the sufferings of His puppets to
whom He had vouchsaved the dubious boon of freedom of action....
He awoke in the morning as one awakes from an impressive dream, with a
feeling of heaviness upon him, a consciousness of his personal existence
that made him dull company at breakfast. This humor did not pass away,
it was rather laid aside for further reference and obscured by the
events and anticipations of the day.
“Good trip?” asked Bert.
“Fine! Saw a lot.”
“Wish I could get a crack at it sometime. I haven’t heard a gun go off
yet—except in an air raid.... Was anything stirring up there?”
Ken described his experiences of the day and night, and, strangely, from
a different viewpoint than that from which he had beheld them. Yesterday
the thing had been subjective, symbolical; to-day it was objective. He
described the war he had seen as a tourist might describe some
interesting scene in a foreign country—and he rather wondered at himself
that he could think of it in that manner.
“When do you meet Andree?” Bert asked.
“Eleven o’clock—at the Place de la Concorde. You and Madeleine are
coming along?”
“Sure! We’ll pick you up there at eleven.”
“Anything happen here yesterday?”
“Not a thing. The _boches_ disappointed everybody. I went to one of
those dinners the crowd at the Union are always piloting a fellow
to—this Society of French Homes, or whatever they call it.... Four of us
dined with a Madame Lefebvre.”
“Good time?”
“Interesting. Played bridge with three French people, a deputy and two
women. None of them spoke a word of English, but we made out pretty
well. I won thirty francs.... They were rather upper crust in this town,
I guess. Fine house and that sort of thing.”
“I must go to one of those some day,” said Ken, reflectively. “I’ve
wondered if we were really seeing Paris—the way the French live.”
“Not if that dinner last night was a sample. I had to lug out all my
manners. And the women—they sort of made me feel uncomfortable.
Dignified, you know, but very friendly. It was all the family. Old
grandmother and her sons and daughters and a few grandchildren.
Patriarchal affair.”
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