The Little Moment of HappinessKelland, Clarence Budington
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The Little Moment of Happiness
Kelland, Clarence Budington
Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
“It is well,” she said, softly. “On the unhappy day you theenk often of
the happy day—it makes the unhappiness to be less. After many, many days
one may forget the unhappiness. The good God has made it a law. The
sorrow it becomes not so sharp. Even the ver’ greatest grief becomes
jus’ a theeng to be remembered. But a happiness! Oh, my friend, that
live forever. A happiness cannot be made to fade. Always it live and
always it is ver’ beautiful and makes itself to give other happiness....
That is why,” she said, softly, to Ken, “that I have not great fear to
love you. Do you see?... W’en it is ended, thees love of ours, it will
be ver’ sad, but the sadness it will become soft and make itself to fade
after many year. The happiness, such happiness as thees ver’ day, it
will be always....”
“But,” said Ken, suddenly depressed and thoughtful, “isn’t there a
sorrow so great that it cannot be endured?”
“Oh yes, yes! But that is terrible. I have thought many times of such a
sorrow. There is only one like that. It is to love ver’ much and trust
ver’ much and be ver’ much happy, and then, one day, to know that one
has been deceive’ entirely. To know that the friend one love’ was on’y
making to pretend and did not himself love.... That one could not
bear.... Then all the little moments of happiness with him would make
themselves to be black and wicked ... and one must die....”
Kendall lifted her hand and touched it with his lips and looked into her
eyes. “I do not know what will come, _mignonne_ ... but whatever does
come, it must not be that.... See, I am speaking the truth so that you
may remember it always.... I love you.”
For a moment she returned his gaze gravely, then into her dark-shadowed
eyes came a glow that was real happiness, her lips smiled and she leaned
a little toward him.
“I believe,” she said, softly, “and it is ver’ well....”
CHAPTER XIX
Kendall had paid little attention to Andree’s assertion that she had
seen Maude Knox in Paris, yet on Monday he received a _petit bleu_ from
her informing him that she was again at the Hôtel Wagram and would be
delighted to have him call that evening if he were free. At his first
reading of the note Maude Knox seemed to him an intrusion. Somehow be
rather resented her existence because, subconsciously, he knew that
association with her was going to be disquieting. It would give rise to
argument within himself and to speculations upon the future which he
would have liked to avoid. He was satisfied and as happy as he had ever
been in his life—and Maude was a complication. If Maude Knox had been
less important in his life he would have welcomed her more heartily.
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