The Little Moment of HappinessKelland, Clarence Budington
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The Little Moment of Happiness
Kelland, Clarence Budington
Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
He recalled vividly how a certain prominent member of his church had
become an absconder and the coming of the news of it into his household.
He remembered how his father had said: “Mother, we don’t know all the
ins and outs of it. Maybe he’s more sinned against than sinning. We
don’t know....” His mother had rejected that view harshly. “Whatever
will people say about him? It’ll be terrible on his wife, and him so
prominent in the church.” She had not said, “What will God say about
him?” but, “What will people say?” His sin, so it had seemed to Ken’s
young mind, had not been so much in absconding with money as it had been
in creating adverse talk.... This attitude of mind had altered somewhat
with years, but never had his fear of clacking tongues diminished. It
stood for the supreme punishment of evil ... not hell, but gossip.
So his first and third questions stood together, and he dared not force
himself to answer them. The second question could not be answered until
he had satisfied the other two.... There came a fourth question, upon
which, ultimately, must hang the answers to all, and that was, “Can a
man marry a woman with whom he has had such a relation as I have had
with Andree?” In other words, could he, by his own act, unfit Andree to
become his own wife? This question did not present itself poignantly for
some time, but it was beginning to formulate in the back of his mind. As
yet he was considering only the expediency of matters; later he would
find trouble with their moral and sociological aspects.
Matters further complicated themselves when Maude Knox informed him that
she had been assigned permanently to an administrative position in
Paris. He would be compelled to see her frequently. He would want to see
her frequently. Somehow this seemed unfair to Andree, but he knew that
Maude could not remain in the city without his seeing a great deal of
her. Andree would discover this, and what would Andree do about it? With
Maude Knox absent her importance receded, was held in abeyance; if she
were here she would grow increasingly important—and what would come of
it?
“You don’t seem overjoyed,” she said.
“I’m glad you’re going to be here,” he said, “but just the same, I wish
you weren’t.”
“Why? You aren’t compelled to have anything to do with me if you don’t
want to.”
“That’s it. I am compelled, and I don’t know whether I want to or not.”
“Well!...” She drew the word out to its full value. “I must say you’re
frank.”
“Please don’t be offended. I don’t mean to be offensive, but things have
gotten so rottenly complicated with me that I’m afraid of another
complication.”
“And I’m a complication?”
He nodded. “You know it,” he said. “I think you know more about what a
complication you are than I do.”
“You are thinking Andree will be jealous.”
“I’m thinking she may have cause to be jealous.”
“And you don’t want her to have?”
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