The Little Moment of HappinessKelland, Clarence Budington
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The Little Moment of Happiness
Kelland, Clarence Budington
Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
“Yes,” she said, and disappeared into the darkness.
CHAPTER IV
Kendall stood a moment looking after Andree until the blackness of the
boulevard swallowed her up. He was exhilarated. The girl had had a tonic
effect upon him; the incident was not an incident, but an adventure, and
he tingled with it.... He wondered why. He wondered why he wanted to see
her again when he had not cared whether or not he saw again any of the
other girls he had talked to. He hoped she would appear next evening as
she had promised ... and then he felt a twinge of apprehension. The
twinge was not an inheritance from his father.
If he did see her again—then what? Would he see her again and still
again, and what were the meetings to lead to? What sort of affair was he
getting mixed into?... He felt a sense of naughtiness, and, when he
tried to discover why he should feel naughty, he was unable to say.
Certainly there had been nothing in the least to warrant it in any word
or action of the evening. But Andree was French—and she lived in the
Latin Quarter.... What _was_ he getting himself into, anyhow?
The part of his being inherited from his mother was in the ascendant.
She suspected anything she did not understand. Because she did not
understand it she believed something wicked must lurk in it
somewhere.... He remembered how he had once dug a cave in a vacant lot
next his home and how his mother had almost gone into one of her
“tantrums” over it. She could not understand why a boy should want to
burrow into the earth. It must be some squalid desire for wicked
concealment on her son’s part. She almost convinced him that it was a
sin for a boy to dig a cave, just as she had almost succeeded in making
him believe that so many of his other perfectly natural desires and
impulses and doings were wicked.... She had a way of connecting
everything with _sex_, and she suspected _sex_ above everything else in
the world. It was her nightmare. It was a squalid, wicked sort of a
thing, to be thought of only in terms of aversion. Always she had
hammered this into him, and though he could not quite believe her, he
never quite outgrew her point of view. In this moment he knew exactly
how she would regard his meeting with Andree.
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