The Little Moment of HappinessKelland, Clarence Budington
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The Little Moment of Happiness
Kelland, Clarence Budington
Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
Kendall persisted and walked up to his room, where he was soon in bed,
but not to sleep. He was excited and restless. He wanted to sleep, not
to think, but his mind persisted in its activity, and his thoughts
became incisive, whitely clear as one’s thoughts do of sleepless nights.
It was rather the sensation of being subjected to a blinding light which
hurt the brain.... It was not alone of Andree that he thought. He could
concentrate on nothing, but kept running down _cul-de-sacs_ of memories
and speculations and plans which overlapped and confused one another
maddeningly. He would shut his eyes and try to curtain off his mind so
that no thought could penetrate, but it was not to be done, so he tossed
and rolled and submitted.... Just around the corner of every avenue his
thoughts followed Andree, lay in wait. Before he knew it he was building
air-castles about her....
It was really a relief to him when the _alerte_ sounded. He said to
himself that he would not get up, and composed himself to wait. In a
quarter of an hour the barrage started, sporadically at first, then
worked itself up to a fury of sound such as he had never heard before.
It sounded nearer, more menacing. Really, cannon might have been going
off in the street below his window. So imminent did the sound become
that Kendall got out of bed, not frightened, exactly, but impressed. He
considered that there was nothing above his head but the roof. Half
determined to dress and go down, he fumbled for the light-button and
turned it before he remembered that there would be no light, that all
light was turned off at its source with the sounding of the _alerte_....
In his pajamas he went to the windows which opened out on the little
balcony which overlooked the Palais Royal, and stood there looking off
toward the east, where the firing was most furious.... Over his head he
could hear the angry humming of aeroplanes, and wondered uneasily if
they were defenders or hostile bombers. Tremendous detonations rattled
the windows and rocked the buildings, and these, he fancied, were
falling bombs. The sky was alight with up-leaping flares from the mouths
of the cannon and from shells bursting high above the city, searching
the heavens for flitting _Gothas_.... Then came a series of tremendous
upheavals which seemed to his tingling nerves to be almost at hand....
And then the sky was red with flames which uprose and spread and glanced
and billowed over the tops of the buildings. Metallic fragments rattled
on the roof of the Palais Royal, fifty feet away, and on the roof of his
hotel and in the streets below. Kendall ducked inside, for he knew this
was falling shrapnel from the defensive barrage.... For the first time
he was seeing a real air raid, a serious raid, and one that was meeting
with success. Already a tremendous fire had been started, and what might
not follow?... It was enough to shake one’s nerves, for the individual
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