The Little Moment of HappinessKelland, Clarence Budington
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The Little Moment of Happiness
Kelland, Clarence Budington
Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
“I like you any way you choose to be,” he said, holding her close. She
did not respond to his caresses, neither did she repulse them. She was
simply negative, as if they were not happening to her at all. “I love
you,” he repeated, insistently.
“No....” She wiped her eyes and got to her feet. “I must go to my house.
Will you come?” she asked, shyly.
“Of course.... But—”
“No.... No.... You do not love me. You cannot. I do not believe—and I am
afraid.”
They walked down the street in silence. Kendall tried to talk, but grew
discouraged, for Andree was intent, thinking, thinking, thinking, and
would not talk.... He wondered if it were the end of matters between
them, if he had been too impetuous and had frightened her away. The
thought frightened him, and he tried to reassure her, but could find no
words. He did not know how to reassure her, because he did not know what
she feared or what she was thinking.... How was he to understand? His
eyes were not clear to see into her world, or his intelligence to
understand it. He had declared his love to her as he would have declared
it to an American girl—that and nothing more. And she—what was she
thinking? What was going on inside that dainty, that sad little head? He
spoke of love in American; she understood him in French. How was he to
know that?
They spoke hardly a word as the Metro carried them to the Place
St.-Michel, nor was the silence broken as they walked slowly up the
darkened Boulevard, so dark that at times they had actually to feel
their way through a spot of blackness. There was an occasional dim blue
street light, but no lights were visible from any interior.... The
shining out of the feeblest of lights would have brought next day a
summons to appear before the police to explain the matter. Paris was
severe in the matter of lights. Kendall had seen the people stone an
automobile at night because the driver had neglected to dim his lamps!
The city had no humor in its appreciation of air raids.
Andree did not make him turn back at the usual spot. She seemed to have
forgotten him, though she clung to his arm, and they went on to broad
rue Soufflot, which leads off the Boulevard at right angles to the
Panthéon. In the middle of the first block Andree paused.
“It is necessary to go back now,” she said, turning her face to him, and
he bent over so that he might see its expression.
“Why did you cry?” he asked
“Because I was afraid,” she said.
“You are not afraid now?”
“I—I have said I shall not have fear.”
He took both her hands and drew her close to him. There were none to
see. The street was deserted. Even the tables and chairs of the café at
the corner were piled in close to the wall.
“You love me a little?” he insisted.
There was a tiny pause. “Yes,” she said. It was a queer, decided little
syllable, uttered as after mature deliberation. She was looking up into
his face.
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