The Little Moment of HappinessKelland, Clarence Budington
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The Little Moment of Happiness
Kelland, Clarence Budington
Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
“Mother’s more worried about my coming to wicked France than about my
being shot up,” he said, presently, and smiled.
His mother was the dominant member of the family. She was the last word
in orthodoxy and was stubbornly dogmatic. She was religious after the
manner of a zealot, but in her life economy took place just before
religion. One had to save money and be economical to enter the kingdom
of heaven; she could even overlook a few moral lapses in an individual
who was frugal and laid by systematically for a rainy day.... All his
life Captain Ware had been afraid of pulling down on his head what he
privately called his mother’s “tantrums.” These were hysterical
outbursts following some escapade of his, or possibly following a mere
argument in which economy or religion was mentioned. She could cast
stinging darts with her tongue, and when she was opposed, it did not
much matter where, she was reckless in dispensing them. Anybody who
stood near was likely to be wounded.
But she loved her son savagely and jealously, and lived her life and
practised her economies for him. Anything which appertained to the
perpetuation of the species was somehow abhorrent to her. Here, as
everywhere, she was an extremist. Before her son was ten years old she
was already in a state of mind, and embarrassed him so that he exerted
himself to avoid being alone with her, by questioning him and by very
frank warnings.... At ten she gave him a book to read entitled _Plain
Facts_. She worked as she thought, frantically, without sparing herself
or anybody else ... and the result was that she was burning herself
out.... She was a remarkable woman, sometimes a lovable and
companionable woman, but so intense, so intolerant of any belief which
did not agree perfectly with hers, that people always felt the necessity
of being on their guard with her so as not to “set her off.”
It was from these parents that Captain Ware inherited, and he was like
neither of them.... But traces of both were easy to find in him. When
one looks for explanations of his acts, one would do well to study his
parents and to see if his acts did not spring from inherited
characteristics and tendencies, or were not the result of a revulsion
against parental characteristics which had irked him as a boy.
Now, for the first time in his life—and he was twenty-six years old—he
was cutting loose from family contacts, and cutting loose in this total
and revolutionary manner. His first adventure in freedom was into a new
world which would not understand him and which he was not equipped to
understand himself.... He had always lived at home, except for his four
years in college, and his mother’s figure had been always present, for
she had made it her business to keep it ever present.... In a few hours
he would set his foot on the soil of France.... With one sudden wrench,
war had snatched him from an environment dominated by his mother—and set
him down in France.
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