The Little Review, August 1915 (Vol. 2, No. 5)Various
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The Little Review, August 1915 (Vol. 2, No. 5)
Various
Literature, Modern -- 20th century -- Periodicals
They come. They take their stand at the mother’s back. And the pitiful
struggle is on.
It is the mother who strikes the blows. Her first weapon (she uses it
like a poison) is her love. She calls it that. “You are my only
happiness,” she cries. “I have given you everything, a part of me, all
you have needed. I have sacrificed everything for you. All my dreams
have been for you. O, how can you permit anything to come between us?”
The daughter listens. There is a selfish ring to it. But love must be
forgiven for selfishness. In the schools and the churches the
preliminaries of the struggle have been insidiously fought. Children owe
duties to their parents and not to themselves. It was what the daughter
learned at school. It is what she read between the lines of her books
and heard from the lips of all around her. And now it is the murmur that
rolls into her ears. It is the odor of the dead.
Day after day the mother strikes with this weapon. Her red, furious eyes
dripping tears, she moans it out. Her voice is like the yelp of a
frantic animal. Her voice is like the whine of a woebegone fice. Her
voice is cold and hard and hollow like the echo in a tomb.
The beauty that has come to her daughter is a fragile thing. The
lovliness she visioned is the most delicately mortal of life’s
treasures. Fiercely the mother hurls herself against it, hurls the
reproaches of her dead soul, the recriminations of her entombed
spirit—the odors of the dead.... And her weapons are tangible things.
They are sentences. They are the moral perversions with which the family
unit always has fought for its preservation. They are tried things,
prophetic precedents. And the beauty in the normal being is an
indefinite force—a vagueness. It has no weapons with which to strike.
Triumphant revolt is only for martyrs and artists. It is the losing
force in normal existence.
Gradually it becomes clouded in the daughter’s soul. She feels unclean.
She imagines it is the beauty which is unclean. She does not know that
it is the uncleanliness of the dead—the uncleanliness of her mother
revealed to her in her heart by the divine light that is dying within
herself. An agony comes into her. The struggle narrows to pain. Cold
things reach at her heart. It leaps and flutters. She stands, her face
white and a look of uncanny suffering about her eyes. The dead fingers
grip fast.
The mother, moaning, shuddering, her eyes gleaming, enfolds her daughter
in her arms. “I dare you to take her from me,” she cries out to the man,
to the friend, to the book, to the world of beauty, whatever it is
toward which her daughter inclined for the divine instant of awakened
soul. “I dare you. I dare you.”
“Nothing can ever take me from you,” the daughter weeps. Death.
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