The Little Review, December 1915 (Vol. 2, No. 9)Various
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The Little Review, December 1915 (Vol. 2, No. 9)
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Literature, Modern -- 20th century -- Periodicals
When my sister was fifteen years old she announced to the family that
she was about to take a lover. I was away from home at the time, on one
of the wandering trips that have always been a passion with me.
My sister came into the house, where the family were seated at the
table, and, standing by the door, said she had decided to spend the
night with a boy of sixteen who was the son of a neighbor.
The neighbor boy knew nothing of my sister’s intentions. He was at home
from college, a tall, quiet, blue-eyed fellow, with his mind set upon
foot-ball. To my family my sister explained that she would go to the boy
and tell him of her desires. Her eyes flashed and she stamped with her
foot upon the floor.
My father whipped my sister. Taking her by the arm he led her into the
stable at the back of the house. He whipped her with a long black whip
that always stood upright in the whip-socket of the carriage in which,
on Sundays, my mother and father drove about the streets of our suburb.
After the whipping my father was ill.
I am wondering how I know so intimately all the details of the whipping
of my sister. Neither my father nor my sister have told me of it.
Perhaps sometime, as I sat dreaming in a chair, my mother gossiped of
the whipping. It would be like her to do that, and it is a trick of my
mind never to remember her figure in connection with the things she has
told me.
After the whipping in the stable my sister was quite changed. The family
sat tense and quiet at the table and when she came into the house she
laughed and went upstairs to her own room. She was very quiet and
well-behaved for several years and when she was twenty-one inherited
some money and went to live alone in the house on North Dearborn Street.
I have a feeling that the walls of our house told me the story of the
whipping. I could never live in the house afterwards and came away at
once to this room where I am now and where my sister comes to visit me.
And so there is my sister in my room and we are embarrassed. I do not
look at her but turn my back and begin writing furiously. Presently she
is on the arm of my chair with her arm about my neck.
I am the world and my sister is the young artist in the world. I am
afraid the world will destroy her. So furious is my love of her that the
touch of her hand makes me tremble.
My sister would not write as I am now writing. How strange it would seem
to see her engaged in anything of the kind. She would never give the
slightest bit of advice to any one. If you were dying and her advice
would save you she would say nothing.
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