The Little Review, January-February 1916 (Vol. 2, No. 10) — John Shaqi
The Little Review, January-February 1916 (Vol. 2, No. 10)Various
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The Little Review, January-February 1916 (Vol. 2, No. 10)
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Literature, Modern -- 20th century -- Periodicals
The talk with the store-manager has inflamed the mind of the novelist.
Again he writes furiously. What he is now writing will not fit into the
life-story of Virginia Borden but, for the moment, he thinks that it
will and he is happy. Tomorrow he will throw all away, but that will not
destroy his happiness.
Who is this Virginia Borden of whom the novelist writes and why does he
write of her? He does not know that he will get money for his story and
he is growing old. What a foolish affair. Presently there may be a new
manager in the store and the novelist will lose his place. Once in a
while he thinks of that and then he smiles.
The novelist is not to be won from his purpose. Virginia Borden is a
woman who lived in Chicago. The novelist has seen and talked with her.
Like the store-manager she forgot herself talking to him. She forgot the
torn ear and the bald spot where no hair grew and the skin was snow
white. To talk with the novelist was like talking aloud to herself. It
was delightful. For a year she knew him and then went away to live with
a brother in Colorado where she was thrown from a horse and killed.
When she lived in Chicago many people knew Virginia Borden. They saw her
going here and there in the streets. Once she was married to a man who
was leader of an orchestra in a theater but the marriage was not a
success. Nothing that Virginia Borden did in the city was successful.
The novelist is to write the life-story of Virginia Borden. As he begins
the task a great humbleness comes over him. Tears come into his eyes. He
is afraid and trembles.
In the woman who talked and talked with him the novelist has seen many
strange, beautiful, unexpected little turns of mind. He knows that in
Virginia Borden there was spirit that, but for the muddle of life, might
have become a great flame.
It is the dream of the novelist that he will make men understand the
spirit of the woman they saw in the streets. He wants to tell the
store-manager of her and the little wiry man who has a desk next to his
own. In the Wabash Avenue store there is a woman who sits on a high
stool with her back to the novelist. He wants to tell her of Virginia
Borden, to make her see the reality of the woman who failed, to make all
see that such a woman once lived and went about among the women of
Chicago.
As the novelist writes events grow in his mind. His mind is forever
active and he is continually making up stories about himself. As the
Virginia Borden whom men saw was a caricature of the Virginia Borden who
lived in the mind of the novelist, so he knows that he is himself but a
shadow of something very real.
And so the novelist puts himself into the book. In the book he is a
large, square-shouldered man with tiny eyes. He is one who came to
Chicago from a village in Poland and was leader of an orchestra in a
theatre. As the orchestra leader the novelist married Virginia Borden
and lived in a house with her.
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