The Little Review, June-July 1915 (Vol. 2, No. 4)Various
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The Little Review, June-July 1915 (Vol. 2, No. 4)
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Literature, Modern -- 20th century -- Periodicals
The Death of Anton Tarasovitch
A Short Story of the Present War
FLORENCE KIPER FRANK
Anton Tarasovitch lay dying. He lay in a pleasant cornfield whither he
had dragged himself in the heat of the afternoon, for a shelter against
the merciless sun. But now it was evening and the stars were out, and
dying was not now so bad an affair as it had been in the dust and the
blinding sunlight. True, the pain was at times terrible, but at other
times it made one only light-headed, so that oneself or the part that
was Anton Tarasovitch seemed to be a different thing altogether from the
body of Anton Tarasovitch which lay beneath It shot to pieces, while It
fluttered and hovered above.
He had not been lying for many hours in the Austrian cornfield. He knew
that by the progress of the sun downward—downward until it made the long
summer shadows that he loved in the fields at home; downward until it
brought a breath of coolness and a gray light that had brushed out the
clear distinction of shadows and sunlight; downward until it was gone
forever and a few stars burned quietly in the sky overhead. It was the
last sunset that Anton Tarasovitch was to see in this world. But time
had no longer any meaning for Anton Tarasovitch. Lying on one’s back,
so, and waiting to die, a minute can seem all there is of the world, and
then an hour can be burned up like a minute, while one faints into
unconsciousness, before one is slowly dragged back again to the thought,
“I am I”—the thought that makes the world for each man, that creates for
him the stars and the shadows and the sun sinking downward.
Yes, Anton Tarasovitch knew that now—that it was this thought that made
the world. And when he stopped thinking it, the world would again be
nothing. Down! down! down! one would plunge, and then the world would be
nothing. But it would exist still for other men. Yet how could that be?
Tomorrow the sun would come up again into the sky just as every day it
had come up in the fields at home, making the long shadows that he had
so loved in the mornings and in the evenings. Tomorrow other men would
see the sun—many other men would see it. But if Anton Tarasovitch did
not see it——! In vain he struggled to create for himself a universe in
which there would be no Anton Tarasovitch. Well, he was not clever
enough to understand such matters. Men in universities and men who wrote
books had figured them out and knew all about them. But how was he, who
had never been to a University, who had not been to school even, to
understand!
Yet this much he understood—that he was dying for his country. This the
general had told them, and he had known always, since a boy, that it was
a brave and fine thing to fight for one’s country and to die if need be.
Anton Tarasovitch was dying that his country might be saved.
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