The Little Review, June-July 1915 (Vol. 2, No. 4)Various
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The Little Review, June-July 1915 (Vol. 2, No. 4)
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Literature, Modern -- 20th century -- Periodicals
But if he couldn’t figure out just what people he was saving, at least
he knew against what men he was fighting. He was fighting against the
Austrians. The Austrians were a horrible people who spoke a language one
couldn’t understand at all. When you tried to understand them, you
couldn’t understand a word they were saying. He had known an Austrian
once—a big blonde fellow who had stayed a few days at their little
village. One day Anton had been walking with the tiny Tatya on the road
that led to the market and they had met the Austrian, who had stopped
and had given Tatya a flower out of his button-hole. Anton remembered
Tatya’s crows of delight. The Austrian had smiled at her, a nice,
friendly smile, and Tatya had grabbed for his hand as children will,
even when the people they grab at are Austrians.
Tatya had seemed to like the Austrian. And Anton had had to confess to
himself that he wasn’t a bad fellow. But he must have been pleasant only
because of Tatya. No one could help being pleasant to Tatya. The
Austrian had been for a moment friendly because of her. At heart he was
a hateful fellow. All Austrians were hateful. They all hated the Tsar
and the Fatherland and they all hated him, Anton, because he was a
Russian.
There must be some Austrians lying in this cornfield now, wounded as he
was wounded. But he could see no one. Flat on his back, he could see
only the stars which were thick now against the sky. And he began to
think that this was a cruel thing—that a man should be alone when he was
dying. Even when a chap was just ill, he wanted someone to take care of
him. Once when Anton had been ill of a fever he had been just like a
baby, so weak and helpless. He had cried then because the milk that
Sasha had brought him had been too hot for his tongue and had burned
him. It was silly for a big man to cry, but that was the way you became
when you were sick—weak and silly. He had never in his life cried when
he was well. When men were well they were never silly.
Women—women were different! Five times had Sasha been so ill that it was
terrible—four times for the children that were living and once for the
little one that had died. Sasha had almost died too that time. She had
been so white and so hopeless looking for weeks after! But in all the
times she was ill she had not complained as much as he had, that one
month that he was sick with the fever. That must be because women were
used to pain. The good God had so ordained it. For every life that they
brought into the world they had to suffer, not only at the time, but for
months before and then for years afterward.
They were strange creatures, were women. If a child became ill or died,
its mother suffered again, just as the day she had borne him. At least
so Sasha had suffered when the baby had died—and other women that he had
seen in the village.
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