The Little Review, March 1914 (Vol. 1, No. 1)Various
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The Little Review, March 1914 (Vol. 1, No. 1)
Various
Literature, Modern -- 20th century -- Periodicals
I have just heard from your sister-in-law of your enforced
furlough. I am not going to help you curse your luck, knowing
your native capabilities in that direction to be perfectly
adequate, but my Methodist training urges me to give you an
epistolary hand-shake, the purport of which is "_Keep your
sand._" I could say other things, not utterly pharisaical. I
could say what I have often said to myself, with a rather reedy
tremolo perhaps, but swelling sometimes into a respectable
diapason. "The dark cellar ripens the wine." And meanwhile, after
one's eyes get used to the dirty light, and one's feet to the
mildew, a cellar has its compensations. I have found beetles of
the most interesting proclivities, mice altogether comradely and
persuadable, and forgotten potatoes that sprouted toward the
crack of sunshine with a wan maiden grace not seen above. I don't
want to pose as resourceful, but I have seen what I have seen.
The metaphor is however happily inexact in your case, with Milton
to retire to and Cambridge humming melodiously on the horizon. If
you can only throttle your Daemon, or make him forgoe his leonine
admonition "Accomplish," and roar you as any sucking dove the
sweet vocable "Be"--you ought to live. I have got mine trained to
that, pardee! and his voice grows not untunable. I pick up shreds
of comfort out of this or that one of God's ashbarrels. Yesterday
I was skating on a patch of ice in the park, under a poverty
stricken sky flying a pitiful rag of sunset. Some little muckers
were guying a slim raw-boned Irish girl of fifteen, who circled
and darted under their banter with complete unconcern. She was in
the fledgling stage, all legs and arms, tall and adorably
awkward, with a huge hat full of rusty feathers, thin skirts
tucked up above spindling ankles, and a gay aplomb and swing in
the body that was ravishing. We caught hands in midflight, and
skated for an hour, almost alone and quite silent, while the rag
of sunset rotted to pieces. I have had few sensations in life
that I would exchange for the warmth of her hand through the
ragged glove, and the pathetic curve of the half-formed breast
where the back of my wrist touched her body. I came away
mystically shaken and elate. It is thus the angels converse. She
was something absolutely authentic, new, and inexpressible,
something which only nature could mix for the heart's
intoxication, a compound of ragamuffin, pal, mistress, nun,
sister, harlequin, outcast, and bird of God,--with something else
bafflingly suffused, something ridiculous and frail and savage
and tender. With a world offering such rencontres, such aery
strifes and adventures, who would not live a thousand years stone
dumb? I would, for one--until my mood changes and I come to think
on the shut lid and granite lip of him who has had done with
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