The Little Review, May 1916 (Vol. 3, No. 3) — John Shaqi
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The Little Review, May 1916 (Vol. 3, No. 3)
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But I wanted to get that dre’tful hand out o’ sight.
I got in t’ th’ barn, somehow,
An’ felt roun’ till I got a spade.
I couldn’t stop fer a lantern,
Besides, the moonlight was bright enough in all conscience.
Then I scooped that awful thing up in th’ spade.
I had a sight o’ trouble doin’ it.
It slid off, and tipped over, and I couldn’t bear
Ev’n to touch it with my foot to prop it,
But I done it somehow.
Then I carried it off behind the barn,
Clost to an old appletree
Where you couldn’t see from the house,
An’ I buried it,
Good an’ deep.
I don’t rec’lect nothin’ more o’ that night.
Clarence woke me up in th’ mornin’,
Hollerin’ for me to come down and set th’ milk.
When he’d gone
I stole roun’ to the appletree
And seed the earth all newly turned
Where I left it in my hurry.
I did a heap o’ gardenin’
That mornin’.
I couldn’t cut no big sods
Fear Clarence would notice and ask me what I wanted ’em fer,
So I got teeny bits o’ turf here and ther,’
And no one couldn’t tell ther’d be’n any diggin’
When I got through.
They was awful days after that, Mis’ Priest,
I used ter go every mornin’ and poke about them bushes,
And up and down the fence,
Ter find the body that hand come off of.
But I couldn’t never find nothin’.
I’d lay awake nights
Hearin’ them laylocks blowin’ and whiskin’.
Finally I had Clarence cut ’em down
An’ make a big bonfire of ’em.
I told him the smell made me sick,
An’ that warn’t no lie,
I can’t a’ bear the smell on ’em now.
An no wonder, es you say.
I fretted somethin’ awful about that hand.
I wondered could it be Hiram’s,
But folks don’t rob graveyards hereabouts.
Besides Hiram’s hands warn’t that awful, starin’ white.
I give up seein’ people,
I was afeared I’d say somethin’.
You know what folks thought of me
Better’n I do, I dessay,
But maybe now you’ll see I couldn’t do nothin’ diffrent.
But I stuck it out,
I warn’t goin’ to be downed
By no loose hand, no matter how it come ther’.
But that ain’t the worst, Mis’ Priest,
Not by a long way.
Two years ago Mr. Densmore made me an offer for Cherry’s Orchard.
Well, I’d got used to th’ thought of bein’ sort o’ blighted,
And I warn’t scared no more.
Lived down my fear, I guess.
I’d kinder got used t’ the thought o’ that awful night,
And I didn’t mope much about it.
Only I never went out o’ doors by moonlight;
That stuck.
Well, when Mr. Densmore’s offer come,
I started thinkin’ about the place
An’ all the things that had gone on ther’.
Thinks I, I guess I’ll go and see where I put the hand.
I was foolhardy with the long time that had gone by.
I knew the place real well,
Fer I’d put it right in between two o’ the apple-roots.
I don’t know what possessed me, Mis’ Priest,
But I kinder wanted to know
That the hand had been flesh and bone, anyway.
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