The Little Review, September 1914 (Vol. 1, No. 6) — John Shaqi
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He had solved such problems in his own case much in the same way he had
solved the question of his family relationships. He had been brought up
in a home where card-playing, smoking, theatre-going, etc., were
forbidden. His life as a man had of course included all these evils. But
whenever he visited the old home he reverted to the old order. He would
no more think of smoking a cigarette in his mother's presence than he
would think of telling her how vital a part of his life the theatre had
become. He had too much respect for her. He knew it would hurt her, and
his love and reverence for her were too deep to allow of that.
Something of the same simplicity and clarity colored his ideas of
property. Let each man work for his little plot of ground, own it, and
live on it. That would do away with all this fuss and competition. He
knew there were people who talked vaguely about property being robbery;
but what was there to keep the ambition in a man, make a good citizen of
him, if it were not his struggle for possession of something he might
call his own? If he had not had his little plot to look forward to, and
the thought of the woman who was to share it with him, he would long ago
have stopped working and started off to the South Sea Islands, wandering
about the earth aimlessly without any incentive. Incidentally, his idea
of the woman who was to share the plot was very interesting. He was not
one to talk bromidioms about woman's place being in the home, or to
discredit the achievements of the new woman. But the fact remained that
the new woman knew too much to be a comfortable companion. He refused to
be tyrannized; he would marry one of those sweet feminine women who
didn't know anything and live in peace and freedom.
Sometimes he got rather sick of life and found himself in that "what's
the use?" mood. It worried him a little. In the same manner that he had
driven around in a taxi for cigarettes he now lounged about in hotel
corridors or at his club, watching the people, speculating about life.
It seemed a waste of time, rather; yet it harmed no one and it kept him
from a good many worse things. His conscience was clear--which was more
than most men could say. He knew men. The only thing that really weighed
upon him seriously was the fact that he was getting a little too fat. He
would have to try to eat less.
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