The Little Review, September 1914 (Vol. 1, No. 6)Various
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The Little Review, September 1914 (Vol. 1, No. 6)
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To have explained that his attitude was a matter of common sense rather
than democracy would have left him bewildered. Surely every one
recognized that there were certain barriers that had to be maintained;
it was not a question of snobbishness, but simply of natural law. The
man who had pushed ahead and made something of himself was more entitled
to the respect of his fellows than the waiter who was content to spend
his life serving other people. Take himself, for example. He might have
been a bricklayer if he had not worked hard enough to be a power on the
Board of Trade. He had done it all himself and he knew the difficulties
of the struggle. He could remember the time when he would hire a taxi
and dash all over town to find the special brand of cigarettes he liked.
Of course he realized now that that was an extravagant and foolish thing
to do; but after all a boy must have his taste of "sporting." And then,
of course, there was nothing _harmful_ in chasing around town for
cigarettes in a taxi. He might have been doing something really wrong
instead--such as marrying a chorus girl or becoming one of those
revolutionists who worries his friends to death by fighting for the
proletariat and getting into jail as a consequence. No, thank heaven, he
had had his little flings, but he had always kept his head. He had never
really done anything to disgrace himself or his friends. But it was a
hard struggle, and he respected anyone who had come through it
successfully. That was the reason of his insistence on natural barriers.
That was the reason he felt it an honor to shake the hand of a great
man--the man who had made a million by his skilful corner of the wheat
market, for instance. He had a real respect for brains, for power, for
achievement, for all the things that keep a man from being a weakling.
Not that he worshipped power or made a god of success. On the contrary,
he was something of an idealist himself--though not the sort literary
people talk about. He always made it a point to state that he had no use
for literary "ideas." Those people didn't really know what they were
talking about. They were so impractical; they wanted to change the face
of the earth and they seemed to think that ideas would do it. But even
for that sort of thing he had a certain tolerance: he remembered how he
had planned long ago to be a missionary--to go to the ends of the world
and help people. He did not remember just what he wanted to help them
to, but it was a sort of plan to ease his conscience when he felt he
wasn't doing any good in the world. However, he had got over that in the
same way he had given up his vision of the brown-stone mansion with
which he had planned at eighteen to delight the woman he married.
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