The Lives of the Saints, Volume 03 (of 16): MarchBaring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
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The Lives of the Saints, Volume 03 (of 16): March
Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
Christian saints
So Eudocia bade her servants close the house, as though she had gone
into her country villa, and should any one come to the door, refuse him
admission. And she sent for a priest, and when he came she said, "Oh,
sir! I am a grievous sinner, a sea of guilt." "Be of good cheer, my
daughter," was his salutation. "The sea of guilt may be changed into
a port of salvation, and the waves tossing with passion sink into an
ineffable calm." Then he instructed her on the nature of repentance,
and bade her wear a mean dress, putting away her trinkets and silk
gown, and fast for seven days; and he diligently taught her what she
must believe and do. And before he went on his way, Germanus visited
her once again, to confirm the good work that was begun in her. Then
she asked him why he lived in the desert, and in the practice of
severe mortification. "Oh, my daughter," he said; "We monks labour
incessantly to cleanse from every spot of sin the garments of our
souls." And she said, "I have now fasted and eaten nothing for seven
days. And I will declare to thee what befel me last night. In my
exhaustion I sank into a trance, and saw, and lo! an angel took me
by the hand, and led me into Heaven, where was unspeakable light,
and there I saw the blessed ones in white, with shining faces, and
all their countenances lit up as I approached, and they came running
towards me, and greeted me, even _me_, as a sister. Then there came up
a shadow, horrible and black, and it shrieked, saying, 'This woman is
mine. I have used her to destroy many, she has worked for me as a bond
slave, and shall she be saved? I, for one little disobedience, was cast
out of heaven, and here is this beast, steeped from head to foot in
pollution, admitted to the company of the elect! Have done with this;
take them all, scrape all the rascals and harlots on earth together,
and admit them into your society. I will off into my Hell, and grovel
there in fire for ever.' And then I heard a voice from the ineffable
light answer and say, 'God willeth not the death of a sinner, but
rather that he should be converted and live.' And after that the angel
took me by the hand and led me home again, and saying to me, 'There is
joy in heaven over one sinner that repenteth,' signed me thrice with
the cross, and vanished."
Then Germanus rejoiced, and bade Eudocia be of good courage, and
continue in the good path she had elected to walk in.
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