Weeks passed away, but amidst all the intimacy of their association
there never appeared the slightest attempt on his part to pass beyond
the limits which he had set for himself. Another man under such
circumstances might have ventured upon something like a greater
familiarity, but with this man there was no such attempt. After all
their interviews he still stood in spirit at a distance, with the same
deep reverence in his look, and the same profound adoration in his
manner, regarding her as one might regard a divinity. For Dudleigh stood
afar off, yet like a worshiper--far off, as though he deemed that
divinity of his inaccessible--yet none the less did his devotion make
itself manifest. All this was not to be seen in his words, but rather in
his manner, in the expression of his face, and in the attitude of his
soul, as it became manifest to her whom he adored.
For she could not but see it; in matters of this sort woman's eyes are
keen; but here any one might have perceived the deep devotion of
Dudleigh. The servants saw it, and talked about it. What was plain to
them could not but be visible to her. She saw it--she knew it--and what
then? Certainly it was not displeasing. The homage thus paid was too
delicate to give offense; it was of that kind which is most flattering
to the heart, which never grows familiar, but is insinuated or suggested
rather than expressed.
It was consoling to her lonely heart to see one like this, who, whenever
she appeared, would pass from a state of sadness to one of happiness; to
see his eloquent eyes fixed upon her with a devotion beyond words; to
hear his voice, which, while it spoke the commonplaces of welcome, was
yet in its tremulous tones expressive of a meaning very different from
that which lay in the words. Naturally enough, she was touched by this
silent reverence which she thus inspired; and as she had already found
cause to trust him, so she soon came to trust him still more. She
looked up to him as one with whom she might confer, not only with
reference to her father, but also with regard to the conduct of the
estate. Thus many varied subjects grew up for their consideration, and
gradually the things about which they conversed grew more and more
personal. Beginning with Mr. Dalton, they at last ended with themselves,
and Dudleigh on many occasions found opportunity of advising Edith on
matters where her own personal interest or welfare was concerned.
Thus their intimacy deepened constantly from the very necessities of
their position.
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