Then there was the constant anxiety which each felt and expressed about
the health of the other. Each had urged the other to give up the
allotted portion of attendance. This had ended in both of them keeping
up that attendance together for a great part of the time. Nevertheless,
the subject of one another's health still remained. Dudleigh insisted
that Edith had not yet recovered, that she was nothing better than a
convalescent, and that she ought not to risk such close confinement.
Edith, on the contrary, insisted that she was able to do far more, and
that the confinement was injuring him far more than herself. On one
occasion she asked him what he thought would become of her if he too
became ill, and the care of the two should thus devolve upon her.
At this remark, which escaped Edith in the excitement of an argument
about the interesting subject of one another's health, Dudleigh's face
lighted up. He looked at her with an expression that spoke more than
words could tell. Yet he said nothing. He said nothing in words, but
his eyes spoke an intelligible language, and she could well understand
what was thus expressed.
What was it that they said?
O loved! and O adored beyond weak words! O divinity of mine! they said.
If death should be the end of this, then such death would be sweet, if I
could but die in your presence! O loved and longed for! they said.
Between us there is an impassable barrier. I stand without; I seek not
to break through; but even at a distance I love, and I adore!
And that was what Edith understood. Her eyes sank before his gaze. They
sat in silence for a long time, and neither of them ventured to break
that silence by words.
At length Dudleigh proposed that they should both go out for a short
time each day together. This he had hesitated to do on account of Mr.
Dalton. Yet, after all, there was no necessity for them to be there
always. Mr. Dalton, in his stupor, was unconscious of their presence,
and their absence could therefore make no difference to him, either with
regard to his feelings or the attention which he received. When Dudleigh
made his proposal, he mentioned this also, and Edith saw at once its
truth. She therefore consented quite readily, and with a gratification
that she made no attempt to conceal.
Why should she not? She had known enough of sorrow. Dalton Hall had thus
far been to her nothing else than a prison-house. Why should it not
afford her some pleasure as an offset to former pain? Here was an
opportunity of obtaining at last some compensation. She could go forth
into the bright free open air under the protection of one whose loyalty
and devotion had been sufficiently proved. Could she hope for any
pleasanter companion?
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