The London Mercury, Vol. I, Nos. 1-6, November 1919 to April 1920 — John Shaqi
The London Mercury, Vol. I, Nos. 1-6, November 1919 to April 1920Various
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The London Mercury, Vol. I, Nos. 1-6, November 1919 to April 1920
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English literature -- Periodicals; London (England) -- Periodicals
In the moonlight it seemed to him that during his thirty years of
absence the image had grown larger. That his eyes, accustomed to watch
for unexpected perils, played him no tricks he was certain, yet he
now observed the brow of the Sphinx to be wreathed in a faint vapour
as if its crest had attained the altitude of no inconsiderable hill.
The fissures between the stones seemed slightly to have filled, but
the crevices across the face were both more numerous and more deeply
scored. The pits of the eyes, too, had become immensely more cavernous.
And--could he be mistaken?--was not the smile less ambiguous? Surely
he did not remember the visage as so noble, or had it grown nobler in
his absence? How was it that, though the aspect remained as unflinching
as ever, the expression now seemed less hard and more magnanimously
stern? The cheeks had undoubtedly sunk further, but did not the muscles
appear tightened less in impatience than in endurance of suffering? The
nostrils no longer breathed scorn; they laboured with the indrawing of
breath that, like fire, was at once painful and inspiriting. To the
brow there had been added, he thought, a faint line, and its coming had
softened the contraction of the brows so that the creature appeared
even more majestic and wiser than of yore. And lastly--he took long to
discover this--in the shadow under the brows the orbs seemed to stir
with a mysterious and darkling life. "O mighty Sphinx," he murmured,
leaning his head upon her bosom, "what has come to thee? How art thou
changed! Much I fear thou hast passed beyond so small, feeble, and
ignoble an intelligence as I and that now I shall never learn the
secret that, behind thy lips, lies locked in thy heart. O Sphinx, if I
speak wilt thou answer? Time was when I came to thee and, impatiently
stamping my foot upon the mound of thy illimitable desert, beating with
my fists thine unanswering flesh, conjured thee in a voice of thunder
to yield up thy secret. But to-night, nestling against thy bosom, how
shall I speak to thee?--I, of less account among men than one of the
myriad morsels of dust out of which thou art compounded; I, whose voice
is to thine ears hardly louder than the scratch of the beetles that
crawl about thy base; I, lost in the shadowy cleft between thy breasts?
O Sphinx, I will not cry out to thine unregarding face, lost in such a
reverie as transcends the thought of such as myself, but leaning here
my fevered forehead against thy cool stones, as in a dream and scarcely
expecting an answer, let me whisper to thy heart, '_What is the secret
of thy smile, O Sphinx?_'"
Then from within the Sphinx arose a deep murmuring as of a multitude
of nigh-forgotten voices; a handful of vapour parted from the lips to
wither in the glacial moonshine.
"Scarcely am I changed," said the Sphinx. "'Tis thou art changed. Look
in thy heart: there is my secret."
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