The London Mercury, Vol. I, Nos. 1-6, November 1919 to April 1920Various
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The London Mercury, Vol. I, Nos. 1-6, November 1919 to April 1920
Various
English literature -- Periodicals; London (England) -- Periodicals
She gave him a curious look; then, moving her head, proceeded with an
instant change of tone, "Well, what is the secret of the smile of the
Sphinx?"
A wave of emotion swept over him. He smiled and arose.
"With the details of my enquiry I will not trouble you. Suffice it to
say that for nearly forty years I have been searching."
"So long as that?"
"Many hard early days I spent in the desert and endured great
privations."
"Indeed? I am sorry. Forget them."
"I would not if I could--they were the price of knowledge. At one time
I came near losing my wits."
"So? I am sorry."
"Then I spent some years interrogating the wisest of earth."
"Oh?"
"But met with no answer."
"Ah."
"Then I spent further years in acquiring money--years of misery they
were and years of degradation--that I might discover the secret. I was
ruined. I repeat, I was ruined."
"Pardon me. Yes, you were ruined. I am sorry."
"I served as a soldier. I received wounds. I was captive. I was beaten.
I escaped. I rose to power. I exploited all modes of living and
fulfilling myself, but my experiments brought me no nearer the secret."
"No nearer...."
"Then I set forth on a dreary journey to renew my memory of the
Sphinx's face. I sat down beside her. For a long time I learned
nothing--the smile seemed hardly less mysterious than it had ever been.
Then--but you are not listening...."
"My friend, I am indeed; you were on a dreary journey and----"
"At length one day a youth--but I will not burden you with that, though
it was strange...."
"Why do you look so at me? I am listening."
"That night I learned the secret of the Sphinx."
"At last!"
"I learned it indeed."
"Yes. Well, what is it?"
"A difficult matter. You must listen most carefully, so subtle is its
sense; yet in its comprehension lies hid the whole secret of man's
possible happiness."
"I am listening."
There was a great stillness in the chamber. Es-siddeeh closed his eyes
to concentrate his thought. Then, opening them, he began:
"I learned the secret--that smile is the secret."
"So I supposed."
"Hush, or I shall begin to think that you do not know how to value this
gift of my whole life, which I am making you. It is very difficult, but
if all men would listen to me their lives would be easier."
"I thought the secret was for me--yet no matter. Proceed. You see how
serious I am."
"I learned its secret."
His lips trembled. He could hardly speak; at last with a great effort
he said, "Now it comes--_upon maintaining that smile, which is the sign
of the power of her existence, all her energy is bent_. She did not
tell me, but I found it written in my heart. For what is she? _In the
Sphinx, with her ravaged countenance and mutilated smile, I behold Life
itself--Life in mysterious might, ignorant of its own origin, conscious
only of its own beauty, couchant amid the wilderness of space and
eternity._"
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